say something about ... yourself!

[dreaming neon darkspot]

naughty kids

 

[Det Som Engang Var]

My supervisor is the most two faced bastard I've ever met. A week ago I was his "right hand man", today at the meeting he got on my ass in front of everybody for things I don't deserve. Including something that was supposed to be in confidence between the two of us, because we were supposed to have trust, and he let it out in front of everybody. Now I have someone mad at me. They won't give me less hours like I wanted, they won't change me to delivery.

I honestly don't care if I get fired anymore, if I can just save enough for a better mic and tin whistle at least I can make music while I'm jobless. I want college in January even as class or two so I'm not doing nothing but I have too much debt to pay I won't be able to afford it in time. What to do, what to do...

Boss says I stress too much. I want to have no stress. I really want this. No stress. I've tried many approaches to it, but it's always there. No pill on the planet works, I don't have time or money for a psychologist appointment, I need to make this happen on my own somehow.

And I need to remind myself the only reason I got this job was to try to get a girlfriend who ended up blowing me off.

So much going on in life right now. I've never felt so...grown up. I have a conversation with Kevin saved, I need to reread it.

I've been so caught up in love and wanting a girl, so caught up in work, it seems I've forgotten what I wanted to do more than anything used to be to put music out there. I need to do it. In vein of neo folk Falkenstein first. I can pull that off with the right equipment.

 

[dreaming neon darkspot]

*hugs john*

 

[WhiteBeastofWotan]

just spent the last two hours fuckin cleaning my apartment and doing laundry. Neverboarders coming over in a couple hours

 

[dreaming neon darkspot]

working on a new story and waiting for family to get home so we can go to my moms' friends' house for dinner

 

[Tide In Mind Out]

Meat Con '09 date confirmed. Friday, March 13th.

SAVE THE DATE.

 

[WhiteBeastofWotan]

Carne Con!

 

[ScientistOfDarkness]

Meat Con '09 date confirmed. Friday, March 13th.

SAVE THE DATE.

Yay! *saves* Hopefully it will be freezing outside, I'm sick of this 90 degree crap.

 

[Chromatose]

BOO NOVEMBER, ITS SUPPOSED TO BE COLD BY NOW

 

[Cat5Messiah]

Man, I'm getting too old to drink. I keep saying this shit when I wake up with a headache after drinking beers but I keep fucking doing it, every Saturday.

 

[Nikki]

just spent the last two hours fuckin cleaning my apartment and doing laundry. Neverboarders coming over in a couple hours

:Smug:

 

[WhiteBeastofWotan]

?

 

[Calamitas1786]

Yeah, should I bring anything? Booze wise?

 

[Nikki]

?

I'll try to bring at least something. I don't know if the 64 could work, I only have two controllers. I also have X-box controllers, would that work?

 

[WhiteBeastofWotan]

Yeah, should I bring anything? Booze wise?

If ya want, sure. me and Will are gonna get a buncha beer when he arrives.

 

[Calamitas1786]

I'll just pitch in with that, then.

 

[WhiteBeastofWotan]

I'll try to bring at least something. I don't know if the 64 could work, I only have two controllers. I also have X-box controllers, would that work?

Well 2 player goldeneye is better than nothing. I don't have an xbox, though.

 

[Captain Beard]

Meat Con '09 date confirmed. Friday, March 13th.

SAVE THE DATE.

Maybe, maybe not. We'll see.

 

[Tide In Mind Out]

Maybe, maybe not. We'll see.

I'll buy you a Braum's burger if you come!

 

[Captain Beard]

You make convincing arguments.