stefan86's offtopic random retard thread - post away!

lately I have been kinda sad because of my ex-gf, I miss her, my roommate is on holidays somewhere in egypt so, since I'm home alone, I decided to used this time to re-thinks some important stuff, clear up my mind... so I went away from internet and spent the whole week at home or doing stuff like getting into the swedish courses the state gives and whatnot :) thanks for asking btw.
 
actually, did played DOOM everyday (and worms armageddon) :D finished DOOM II... took me some time but I did it just like in the good old times, play until I get sick, puke... and then keep playing :kickass:
 
lately I have been kinda sad because of my ex-gf, I miss her, my roommate is on holidays somewhere in egypt so, since I'm home alone, I decided to used this time to re-thinks some important stuff, clear up my mind... so I went away from internet and spent the whole week at home or doing stuff like getting into the swedish courses the state gives and whatnot :) thanks for asking btw.


introspection. can be positive, or it can just make you feel like shit. Pity u dont drink, coz thats what most people use alcohol for. not that I'm saying it works....

most people dont have the self awareness to be able to take a step back and consider their situation/self and try and change things they dont like etc.

so kudos!! :)
 
haha, did both things so give mah kudos NAO :mad:

and I didn't get dumped... I decided to step away, lately we did nothing but fight... she's in chile, I'm in sweden, I need to keep myself focused on learning the language, find a job, take my ID... lots of things basically, she is finishing her studies and I know I was a distraction for her too... one day I will ask her if she wants to retake things up but first we both need to do our things... I still like her, so I had to think what to do with all this and decided the best choice was that no matter how much I miss her, there are things that are priority now and until the day we are done with that, we are better as friends... sad resolution but the right one methinks.
 
my day was almost good, woke up at 11:45, lunch was on the table, bought some chips and soda to see game, eat some delicious ice cream, Netherlands won. Lady at the credit card called me with some bullshit about i was lucky and i won something that i would have to pay for, and wen i say i didn't had a income, she said goodnight and hang up. But as always things must get shit, i called in for some burgers for me and my brother, but they forgot mine. FML. I'm going to listen to My Chemical Romance now.
 
distance is hard. when your so far away you both change over time, so its hard to keep something going when you are both in different places, literally and metaphorically. its a cliché but true, if its meant to be blah blah. If u try and be the best person u can be then you will always have something to offer her or someone else. and hanging on to something that keeps you both from growing is not being your best.

did that make sense or did i just type a whole lot of random letters?

and besides, being able to give those vikings shit in their own language would have to have its perks ;)
 
my day was almost good, woke up at 11:45, lunch was on the table, bought some chips and soda to see game, eat some delicious ice cream, Netherlands won. Lady at the credit card called me with some bullshit about i was lucky and i won something that i would have to pay for, and wen i say i didn't had a income, she said goodnight and hang up. But as always things must get shit, i called in for some burgers for me and my brother, but they forgot mine. FML. I'm going to listen to My Chemical Romance now.


NO BAD DAY IS WORTH LISTENING TO MY CHEMICAL SHITMANCE. dont do it man, its not worth it man.... :)