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That sucks Adam. What I do when I feel like shit is to overthink everything and then eventually cry myself to sleep. Wait that's not helpful
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Adam Stryker
I Cannot Be Loved
What made it worse was I was actually in love with her. I was dealing with it fine, until I found an old external hard drive filled with our pictures. I deleted them from my old IDE hard drive but I made back ups when I was engaged to her. The backups remained to this day. Like the masochist I am, I went through all of them. Now I feel as worse as did when it happened.
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Adam Stryker
I Cannot Be Loved
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Adam Stryker
I Cannot Be Loved
I'm more of a reheated mess. If I listed what all is wrong with me this place would be a personal blog...
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i get ya adam. first time i ever bought a woman some nice piece of jewelry was on my second anniversary for my first girlfriend. figured i could get the 200$ piece that was on sale for 120$, instead of the other thing i thought shed like which was only 100$. of course you cant return things on sale but wtf right? why would i return it...
turns out she had gotten drunk about a week before and banged some other dude. we broke up a couple weeks after. was pretty tough, but she was bipolar, had tried to kill herself on multiple occassions (pills, cut herself, had real nasty scars) so its hard to be mad
id like to say im happy shes gotten her life together, but its been like 7 years and i dont care. well sometimes i care...
i am happy now at least, working rewarding jobs, have a girl thats full of life and believes in me for reasons ill never understand lol. i still cant stop smoking weed for some reason, it filled the void when i was lonely, and now its when im loneliest.
basically, i hope things work out for ya buddy, ive always felt for you when i see you write stories like this.
turns out she had gotten drunk about a week before and banged some other dude. we broke up a couple weeks after. was pretty tough, but she was bipolar, had tried to kill herself on multiple occassions (pills, cut herself, had real nasty scars) so its hard to be mad
id like to say im happy shes gotten her life together, but its been like 7 years and i dont care. well sometimes i care...
i am happy now at least, working rewarding jobs, have a girl thats full of life and believes in me for reasons ill never understand lol. i still cant stop smoking weed for some reason, it filled the void when i was lonely, and now its when im loneliest.
basically, i hope things work out for ya buddy, ive always felt for you when i see you write stories like this.
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Love is just an illusion to keep your weak minds sane. I've seen everything and I know for sure that there is nothing but pain and death.
And edginess
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