exactly
that's what I have always said to them, not directly, but yeah, they could feel it. I continued, and then i was fucked by that time, really, I lost track due to some high self esteem. I thought of myself as something, in every fucking aspect. And by the time i realized that I was indeed fucked, i went to that corner that i never left ever since. Things went crazy, but never, EVER, left my mental room.