Okay, i know this is an Opeth board but i know alot of you listen to Nevermore.
This is the news on Steve's website
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This is the news on Steve's website
:stevesmyth.com said:A MESSAGE FROM STEVE:
Hi Everyone. Just wanted to clue everyone in as to my situation, and why you will see me in very limited fashion onstage with Nevermore in the coming months.
Around mid October 2005, I was in a London hospital, undergoing arthroscopic surgery for my right knee, which turned out had been badly sprained during our last headlining show in Athens, Greece two days earlier.
During my stay at the hospital, numerous blood tests were done, one of which revealed that the level of protein in my body, better known in medical terms as creatinine, was raised well beyond a normal level, 4.9. Normal is 1-2. I was advised by doctors there to see my MD as soon as I got back home, which was following our tour with Opeth in the US, around late November 2005.
After several blood tests, urine tests, and ultimately, X-rays, ultrasounds, and CT scans, doctors came to a few conclusions about my condition. It was revealed that I was born with one kidney, and because of a congenital birth defect, I had an obstruction on my ureter, which was causing my solitary kidney to eat itself over the years, to a point where it is now 85% destroyed. Now, as of late April 2006, I am facing complete renal failure within 6 months. This is called end stage renal failure, or CKD, of which I am on the edge of Stage 4-5. I have had stent placement surgery, around 3 months ago, and that seemed to help things for a bit, but things havent really changed either.
I have been advised by my doctors that I could continue to tour, but that I might not make it through the next one, which would be the In Flames tour. I have had both a doctor and a registered nurse/transplant coordinator tell me that I could go ahead with touring, but this failure could occur at any time, and through the process of weekly blood tests, I would be aware well in advance of when to come off the road.
To be fair to myself and out of concern for my lovely fiancée, family, my closest friends, and out of respect and fairness to the band, our crew, and especially the fans of Nevermore, I decided it is best not to pursue this tour. However, I will perform at the European Festivals in June, Gods of Metal (Italy), Rock Hard (Germany), Rott Fest (Ireland), and Sweden Rock Festival, after which time doctors will have determined the next step in treatment for me.
The suggested treatment is a kidney transplant, for which I have so far comprised a list of a few willing donors, and hope to be able to find more along the way. The wait time for a deceased donor is 3-5 years (in the event that my list of donors does not work out), with the worst case scenario being that I will end up on dialysis, waiting that entire time to receive a kidney.
In the meantime, I intend to carry on developing my internet teaching business, pursuing a teaching career at a top notch music school (those that know me know I have been a private teacher for the last 20 years in my off time), and to finish my instrumental project album, The EssenEss Project, with Steve Hoffman and Atma Anur, which is already about 75% tracked. For more info on both, please dont hesitate to visit www.stevesmyth.com or send me an email. Ill gladly add you to my e-mailing list!
The band has hired on Chris Broderick to fill in for my absence during this time, and I have complete faith that Chris will go out there and kick *** and do a great job!
To really be completely honest about how I feel physically, and mentally, I have to admit, I feel fine! I have had to quit drinking, smoking, and change my diet, all pretty big changes, and all not without their challenges! But I have met each one along the way, head-on, and succeeded, the same way I have approached, and intend to beat, this!
I do feel tired every now and again, but it feels no different than the way I have always felt. Maybe because I have had this for my entire life and not known it, and am therefore used to it. Thats the funny thing I suppose about CKD. You dont really know you have it, and as long as doctors detect it early, they can do something about it. As for how I feel mentally, I am upset about not being able to tour, which is something I still love to do, and something I think a lot of musicians out there take for granted.
I love travelling, playing for people, meeting new faces, and seeing old familiar ones as well, seeing new places, and revisiting old ones! I am going to miss that a lot, and definitely cherish what I have experienced in my metal life so far, and can only hope I will be able to do more in the future.
I also dont take for granted the time I have spent in various bands I have been in, including my time in Vicious Rumors, Testament, Dragonlord, and Nevermore. Many memories, a lot of great times, working with a ton of awesome musicians and incredible music industry people along the way, recording some killer metal albums, and a lot of great gigs/tours Ill never forget, getting to meet/share stages with my heroes, working with great musical instrument companies, and working with awesome guitar magazines, the list goes on and on!
I will say this for now: I will fight this, and I will be back!
