The crappiest thing now in your life?

Probably my menial job that I can't stand. That and the lack of some current poon/chick. I'm way picky and attract the wrong chick 90% of the time!

Life is quite stale right now. Something has to give. :)

-Joe
 
nah man i didnt mean bury it (although i used to do that a lot in the past), i just mean if something shit is happening, i try to find something positive in it, or concentrate on other parts of my life, obviously shit has to be dealt with but not dwelled on if that makes sense

deal with it, learn from it, move on.....kinda working for me at the moment

i just know if i dwelled on all the crap from the last year an a half i would be a SERIOUSLY depressed person, and i dont want that you know?

Quoted for truth Sash, nothing to add!
 
i just try to think "Meh, at least im still alive" each time i get pissed/depressed, and to be honest, it actually works pretty good.

That's exactly what I did a few years ago when I was going through something really fucked up as in depression, anxiety etc. It does work very well... it's like, you reach the lowest point but you still look up instead of down. I used to think "I'm not dead yet" when I felt like I was going to die. Fuck yeah! :)

I'm way picky and attract the wrong chick 90% of the time!

-Joe

That's better than being way picky and NOT attracting anything at all, like myself :D

Maybe the summerjob this year will get me something... sure hope so atleast.
 
Oh, but I do have to pay an absolutely ridiculous amount of money for my driving offenses; New York State now assesses fines for traffic violations that put points on your license above and beyond what you pay to the local government when you get the ticket; in other words, I got two speeding tickets (4 points each) and a ticket for running a red light (I was trying to beat the yellow) which was another 3, so that's 11 points right there (AKA license suspension in NYS :erk: ). So for the tickets, I had to pay like $450 to the city I got them in, but the DMV also is fining me $225 annually for the next 3 years ($675 total), AND I have to pay $85 for a restricted use license :Smug: I'm just glad my parents are willing to loan me the money so I don't have to part with my beloved Rectifier! (they recognize that I worked for it and what it and my music means to me, and god do I love them for that!)
 
Oh, but I do have to pay an absolutely ridiculous amount of money for my driving offenses; New York State now assesses fines for traffic violations that put points on your license above and beyond what you pay to the local government when you get the ticket; in other words, I got two speeding tickets (4 points each) and a ticket for running a red light (I was trying to beat the yellow) which was another 3, so that's 11 points right there (AKA license suspension in NYS :erk: ). So for the tickets, I had to pay like $450 to the city I got them in, but the DMV also is fining me $225 annually for the next 3 years ($675 total), AND I have to pay $85 for a restricted use license :Smug: I'm just glad my parents are willing to loan me the money so I don't have to part with my beloved Rectifier! (they recognize that I worked for it and what it and my music means to me, and god do I love them for that!)

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No... but you might be a nihilist :D

"Nihilists! Fuck me. I mean, say what you like about the tenets of National Socialism, Dude, at least it's an ethos."

For me, all is well except anything money related. I've got about 45€ to last me for 1,5 months, my car is breaking up, I might owe about 400€ because I haven't paid my TV viewing permit (they haven't decided yet) etc. I have to move 300km away to my parents house for the summer because I couldn't get a job here, work 11 hours a day from monday to thursday so I can travel back here to my girlfriend on weekends and thus can't really work on music.

Oh well, gladly it's just a couple of months :)
 
That would suck an incredible amount of cock. To sell vital music equipment to pay off fucking tickets and shit that is.

Oh dude, I've known so many people who have had to (well, usually for rent, but still), and god it must be the most awful thing. I mean, granted, I had to sell my Tiny Terror and HD147 for just that reason, but whatever, they were extraneous indulgences so I could live without 'em :D
 
Oh dude, I've known so many people who have had to (well, usually for rent, but still), and god it must be the most awful thing. I mean, granted, I had to sell my Tiny Terror and HD147 for just that reason, but whatever, they were extraneous indulgences so I could live without 'em :D

This is slightly OT and you may have commented on this before, but HOW was the HD147? I know it's Line 6 and it is what it is in the chips, but in the grand scheme is it worth it for all those effects and the ease of sounds?....and how good do they sound in the room? :puke: or :headbang:?
 
not to sound like a broken record but this is it..........unemployement is killing me, it is totally affecting me for the worse...........7 months and counting..........
 
No monitors currently, and can't afford them for a while, since I need to get some other stuff first.
Reading to the tests for university. The other book is pretty damn interesting but the other one on Finnish grammar is fucking horrible stuff.
I'd like to record stuff but I haven't got the time just yet.
 
Marcus, and you call us NJers bad drivers! j/k bro...Most of us are! I'm just aggressive, not necessarily bad! Hahaha.

-Joe

Haha, yeah, I guess I don't have much ground to stand on, but I do think I'm a good driver, I just hate speed limits! (especially the ones that are much lower than what they would normally be for that type of road simply because they go through a semi-busy area, even if it's like 11 PM :Smug: )
 
I wouldn't say theres a lot of crap things in my life, just obstacles.

My obstacles right now are just that I need to put out more product, work harder and with more dedication instead of resting on my laurels or just being plain lazy. I know I can create something good and hopefully original, its just getting the drive to go out and achieve that ideal.

If I had to, I'd say my ability to procrastinate is the "crappiest" thing in my life right now. :p
 
Haha, yeah, I guess I don't have much ground to stand on, but I do think I'm a good driver, I just hate speed limits! (especially the ones that are much lower than what they would normally be for that type of road simply because they go through a semi-busy area, even if it's like 11 PM :Smug: )

I hear ya dude. I can't go 30mph ever! lol

-Joe