We just got offered a free tour in Israel among others, 8 gigs, gone from march 28 to april 8. One of the gigs is infront of 50.000+. And I can't fucking take it. I just got a new job that'll solve all my economical problems plus give me a load of stuff I need for my band+studio, the trial period is under these tour dates. If I request a semester I'll get a no. If I just call in sick I'll get fired.
I feel so fucking sad right now.
I feel so fucking sad right now.