Your lyrics- thread part III

[Bambi]

there was a little man and he had a little gun
and over the mountains he did run
with a big black hat and a belly full of fat
and a pancake tied to his BUMBUMBUM

 

[nomana-nuniyan]

cloaked masks of a man,
marionettes surrounding
of your creation
we are now
you claim we make
of ourselves
these abstractions of time
of life not here
endlessly falling into zero
waste of flesh
you would prefer non.
demigod stands on hill
rain and clouds
dragging toward terra
sun burning it all
as it reaches
your raw surface of pure
lovely skin
torching it away
through your freeze,
all in exposure.
how a standstill came
I've come to comprehend
recently, small distant
taste can pull
your world to the bottom
shadow puppet
suffocating perpetual
if left incomplete
love or death
it's all the same
incomplete coming.

I see you stumble
backward stepping
looking into stars
yes, how they sweep,
only mere shallows
compared to your own
levels of desire,
demigod.
are we not the same?



---by:rebecca

 

[nomana-nuniyan]

Wicaya Mnicapi


I could submerge
halt my breathing
endlessly with you,
viewing you above
gliding along
lengths of fences
peering through cracks,
all this while
wide open land
behind you,
you won't turn
to face the wild,
open your lungs to
step out into this
as if it
ammounts to only
zero black
you can't perceive.
You're dreaming away
and I wait
where I'm suffocating
from your sickness
perpetually
turning inward
it rotates its spike
on my heart
burrowing a death tunnel
into my spirit
your sickness
destroyer
doing its will.


I want to disrupt
our common suffocation,
turn you to face
these endless grasslands
where hiding in the open
amongst the height of it
was the freedom
you sought,
all worth one calm day
of physical comfort
emotional peace,
will travel you on
the rest of the way.


I won't rest
my desire
'till
you can lay back
free
within
to breathe
in the out.


--By:rebecca


~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~


Devol Heart


laying on his back
all surfacing
child weeps
this past evening
seeing devol
anguish gripped
witnessing point
breakdown
shattered
my anger
to annihilation



---by:rebecca

 

[nomana-nuniyan]

Kahboka (current driven drift)



rolling along
it's over strafing
walls
your eyes follow
surfacing...
...river rolls on....
turn from window
distance
sun calling
hide in turn all
overcast down
in small blue home
cornered view causing
a tremoring
inside your blanket
wrapping
along your shoulders
hands crossing
over-staring,
dragging your mind
down through sublevels
he wants out



--by:rebecca

 

[nomana-nuniyan]

Visceral


take my hand take your hand
pulling me through brush
down a crevice carved
unnaturally deep
to wake in somewhere
out of my life
laying still
unable to-
sitting adjacent to this
void, I'm laying on
your bed
am unable to-
hearing your voice
reading my hand
in yours a destiny
other hand yours
are
gripping a handle
am unable to-
of glimmering in darkness
it descends through my forearm
you're gripping the grimace
am unable to feel your
coldness, hand in mine
is warm and words so stabbing
try to ascend
with a voice vicious
vision coming out from
me to lay down and just
not fight, not live
and your hands a dual
of psychic pull inward
and both falling hands
warm delivering
company I remember
peace within my reach
and a pinning blade
which you control
me from, a peace
all in all
surrender


--by:rebecca

 

[nomana-nuniyan]

God Damn, He Dumb


always thinking things
will change in me
he thinks and thinks and thinks
way too much
so wishful for an end
to my well
when he knows
fully from where it is fed
ocean sweeping inward
forever filling
neverending
pure emotion
never faltering
never bending
ever ever forever
stomps all over
all his disregardings
his ignorance astounds
he doesn't know what it is
how it all gets swept aside
over and over
peace in all of this
surrender to it
over and over
I do, for it's taniya, the life breath,
miye wastelake ya, my tiyospaye.


--by:rebecca


~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~



GDHD, Part II


Think player,
the beginning
sees through distance
to the end
of that
beautiful game
when heyoka reaches
ancient scars
the good heart
will be the one
delivering the message taught
for all the rest,
good heart understands the teachings,
heyoka makes me capable
when no other could,
you teach well, master.
A question will lie
at the game end point
unanswered,
does heyoka understand
his own game
and what he's taught...
on the outside
how and why
lessons clear as thin air
when the moment comes
to answer heyoka
how this sacred one has walked so far?
cowards surround him
the life of a heyoka.
Someone in the world
really does have the heart to...
really understand you


--by: rebecca

 

[nomana-nuniyan]

Come On Now, Honey


grounding into desert ground
I'm becoming too familiar
with this sickened landscape
the deathing of barren-feral
it's transfixing me
thinking here how
paths alter internal transformed
never stepping off
or even near edging
into a tight corner
is where I'll be keeping
my metal pop pop and blades
I'm travelling on
baseball bat and a game not well played
my solar-K, baby, and my experiences
to the end
I'll be riding this wave
with my passengers
and all their problems
they bring in-tow
dragging my life
there was nice so nice in a voice
and this could have remained
zero ended to become a nothing
as nothing doing nothing
and flesh will cut
stiffly when it is called for
the mind of this zero
will give and take and annihilate
a sickness polluting
all the jennys of this world
come to an end zero down
get down you will
I got my metal boom boom box and blades
I'm travelling along the edges
of a sacrifice
for the spirits and the mind of zero.



--by:rebecca

 

[somnium_in_tenebris]

@Rebecca i read through aaaaaaall your stuff and i can say although i get confused at some point,i like what i read.its chaotic but its nice

 

[somnium_in_tenebris]

i dont remember if i posted this before here or elsewhere...anyway,its about people,simple men and dominant males(kings,politicians,religion representatives),acting criminally against kids and women,also cunning females that fool any man for money(and they make me sick),being unfaithful etc

No name for shame

Behind your winner smile,
behind your finely selected tie,
behind your perfect suit,
i see,i sit,i sink,i'm sick.
I shrink.
Humiliated.

Behind your throne,
behind your august chair,
behind your preaching stand,
i look,your hand i shook,spook,
my dignity you took.
Shame.

Mouth,wide open,devour me
big man attitude,
abysmal hunger.
Fill your bed with young flesh,
fox,lamb,
it's your daughter,it's your grand-child,
you can buy all pleasures.

And there she stands,
sucking dollars off his nob,
mob,she does her job.
Tricks for treats,
trips without your wife,
knife,uproot your power for life.

There she stands,
between his legs,
wiping tears in a mess,
torn dress,
i don't like this smell sir,
teacher's waiting,
mere object,
i'm a bird,
i'm a tree,
free,
inside your lair.

So many times,
i get sick of my own nature,
mature
and sick for sure.
Posh animal,
carnival,
monsters ball,
wish i was fire to burn you all...

 

[nomana-nuniyan]

cool, love it Sophia!

Especialy love this line, "i look,your hand i shook,spook"


Thanks for the comment as well.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Tragedy Up North


head to wheel
head to wheel
life gets tuff
someone's had enough
so take yourself down
who follows you around
head to wheel
head to wheel
he pushed you in
the Falls keep falling
and so you go
not far to there
he hides behind you
puppet you're his
so speak his words
you're digging his hole
and down you'll go
face to wheel
face to wheel
what a shame
not
now you're gone.

 

[Morpheus]

you're having a creative period Trona, haven't you? nice one, as well to Sophia!

 

[nomana-nuniyan]

yes. Thanks. : )

 

[nomana-nuniyan]

Devourer



evol deed
come to feed
how they gleam
through my bloody streams
this game undone
you've eclipsed my sun
can't see my way
all grey on grey
you're tongue sliced straight through
do you know the how the why the who
exactly that you've been doing this too?
when you finally see
you're gonna be sorry sorry
because you haven't got a clue
now do you?
but then now this lil baby won't give a care
for the time the place the when the where
or even if it seems so far, so far
do you now know what you are?


--by: rebecca

 

[somnium_in_tenebris]

creative period indeed rebecca.
just an irrelevant question.how old are you?just popped in me head now
thanks for the comments to both

actually the line refers to both priests and politicians,kings etc.People in greece kiss priests hands by every chance.Politician also like to shake people's hands with force for various reasons.it's also supposed to be an little honour to shake/kiss hands with them.So there comes the irony

 

[nomana-nuniyan]

I'll pm you.

 

[nomana-nuniyan]

Indigo Hollow

hollow turning vertical
drop down into black coal
clouds breathing with me
inward further
vacant she roams
show me how to vertical stand
rising out of this voiding
dust, darker than space deep,
buried down drag me out,
vertical hollow turning up
stars flow by
staring into where
my pyre's burned out
to freezing cold crush
unlifted opened up
in underbrush I lay
for Iktomi
come to feed
send it out
meant to be
eight spiked he
moves a chilling
velocity and silent
owl twists the grey
and steady flight
tunnelling through
the vertical eye hollow
into ethers high black night



--by: rebecca

 

[nomana-nuniyan]

Can't Knock Me Off My Path



Found a cooler place
I've left without a trace
it's how I'll reach my goal
not let them bury me in their hole
just go where I don't see
stay where where it helps me be
but to you I'll stay true
I love you so, I love you, I do
but until I come to thee
you cannot touch me
for you're keeping me from my path
hurting me so much, you think it won't last
So wrong, so wrong
look how you're making me strong
to fight you to the death
you want my final breath?
you'll need to look me in the eyes
to hear my final sigh
till then I'll give my flesh
for you over and over, nothing less
you can see me bleed
you're going to see how I lead
even people like you
in everything I do
you could never compare
to what I have right here
something you've yet to learn
something you've yet to earn
why do I love you, fool? Fuck you!
you're a know nothing coward, yeah that's true
maybe the answer lies in my power
though I believe I won't know till my final hour


--by; rebecca



~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Can't Take Your Eyes off of Me


He brought me through the door
with him, when he came
As I've been the focus
for you with him.
First thing he did
was post it for me to see
his main objective with you is me!
and this continues still
posted for me, over and over
primary end objective me, not thee!
You're so competitive
that it's always gonna be
about people like me,
not your main reasons being
whichever he.
You've always been insecure
this way,
You're a see through girl
so plain to see.
your desperation
hanging all over thee
you can only do it
when you're too drunk to see
go out, drown your sorrows,
come back to a cyber reality
pathetic, really
god, you're so lonely.
You lost your boy
now you take a dive for 'he'.
Got a sneaking suspicion
he talked you down and around
straight out of your good thing in B,
(he's played this one on me)
there was a time not long ago
you were so happy with B,
Other B now got you cornered, doesn't he?
like he's supporting you
yeah, now he's your best friend, really
When he's got only the maturity
and insight not beyond ten, please!
not to mention his demented reality.
No, for people like you
it will always be about me,
for people like him
still me, still me
I'm the one, the primary one
for everything you do
and say is laced with me!


--by :rebecca

 

[nomana-nuniyan]

There Is Only You


remembering when
we'd spend long nights
talking by phone or msn
a deep feeling of peace
would surround,
my heart burning
was the only sound
beautiful you were to me
sweet and kind and lovely,
absolute peace within I'd found
and when I laid down
I could finally sleep sound,
I loved you then,
and days were smiles
beginning to end
till the last smile smiled
was the moment when
you leaned into your phone
stating low, "I lied, I lied,
I actually really hate you.
I just lied."
you wiped away all smiles any grin
forever amen
hanging up safe in your sin,
but I loved you then
as I love you now
thousand times more again,
I'm still waiting for you
to see me
I'm patiently waiting


~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~


Please


I am here
as if I was
so let me fall
into the open deep
into the sky
and forever
into darkness nothing
engulfing,
I want an end
to the world
my deepest desire
my eyes open and calm
and seeing nothing
for there is nothing
so let me fall
don't let me think
don't let me feel
let my will
which keeps me from it
let go,
let my will let go,
I simply want to fall
why won't life let me?
I just want to go


---by:rebecca

 

[Dhatura]

Leaving Debrecen

"Wake up, young man"
Again, leaving Debrecen
Slight pain in abdomen
"If the price is important
Buy ham
In Interspar"
Handlebar
Music through tiny earphones
Bones, strawberry, clones
Melted plastic dustbin
"Stop biting the skin
of your nail"
Piercing
Sun
Bone, strawberry clone
Pale
How long will I fail
"30 ideas to celebrate Easter"
Piercing sun
"Yer wun"
Teased her
Where's fun
30 ideas to celebrate
Yer wun
Calmness whackers
"Beware of the knackers"
Sickness is easy as
"Red, yellow, green"
This no-need-to-hurry
Romantic spleen

(written today by Maqus)

 

[nomana-nuniyan]

Mountainside Rest Stop


I am the fire
burning flames to your desires
the one who puts out his hand
the one hand you will always grasp
as I yank you back up to the top
higher than you were
with a smile that can't be stopped
make you breathe in this beautiful...
pull you to where the air is clear,
you find yourself
at a mountianside rest stop
stepping out of the car
pulling in life pure and energized
full of inspiring will-full of desire,
pleasant, happy strangers along the same path
we're all standing contemplating
our reaffirmed, rediscovered joy to last
looking out across the peaks
so amazing like a mirage that isn't
it's real!
You know what?
I am truly built to last.



---by:rebecca