ahem, a POLL: ARE YOU BLOWING IT

[goatschool]

i'll say this publically, not that anyone else reading this should really care, but i don't have the privilege of an IRL audience to say this to right now: minx goes out of her way to try to drag me away from blowing it, and i handle that very awkwardly. and i'm sorry that i'm like that

 

[minxnim]

1 inch man: not everyone can be happy. you unfortunately are one of those that will not be happy. suck it up. you might be blowing it also.

nix: well, i dont have the money honestly to pussyfoot around again and take a look/visit. i'm either going, or i'm not. i have to dive right in. no time to waste/wait. sorry.

 

[goatschool]

them's the breaks, i suppose.

 

[Josh Seipp]

yes, pretty much. so f yea, if you will.

 

[minxnim]

nix you should/could like visit or something now? do you have vacation time??!?!

 

[Josh Seipp]

nix - visit this SUNDAY 8/21 es muy importante

 

[minxnim]

yea that too

 

[Josh Seipp]

I need about $22,000 to set matters right, by the by

 

[minxnim]

i need about that much also. but i'll take $4,000 in the interim

 

[minxnim]

josh yr gonna be here in like 5 days

 

[NAD]

yeah so i was an hour and 13 minutes late for work when i made my initial post this morning, that combined with the advice by the pollmaster makes me glad i refrained from voting at the time because now i know the clear solution to my own personal dilemma.

f yea

 

[minxnim]

don't worry the process is reversible but it can take years and lots of slacking the f off.

 

[NAD]

i'm in my 26th year of slacking, do i have to work any less/more to change the overall outcome? i'm not sure if i'm willing to work or not work for it, i'm thinking treading water is the best solution because it takes zero resolve.

i mean, maybe.

 

[minxnim]

well, here's the thing. you have to make ONE SOLID DECISION a week and then back pedal on it endlessly in hindsight for at least a month in order to stop yourself from doing anything else. that means every 4 weeks one solid decision has to do this. the others, just don't follow through on them.

 

[chupe666]

btw, could i get away with asking jodi this tonight? just the blunt question portion, i mean.

maybe that's a poll in and of itself, not to be confused with this here poll.

 

[minxnim]

i dont see why not?

 

[avi]

I can't quite as pretty a picture as teh goat, but I feel like my life is a struggle of constantly telling myself I'm not blowing it and trying not to blow it while everyone around me does their best to sabotage my efforts.

 

[chupe666]

(this totally worked)

 

[minxnim]

good