Ms Jannet,
in all seriousness, ive a bit of experience in phsychiatric diagnostics and your are perfect example of a "borderline patient".
I want you to check up this disease (ive summarised a few pointers below) and i strongly feel that you should book an informal meeting with your local physician.
It doesnt hurt to check these things out and phsychological disorders arent as stigmatised nowadays as they once were.
Its not a serious illness like say, a phsychotic disorder but as its easy and effective to treat id reccomend you to look in to it.
PM me if you have any questions or want to know more about it.
Im editing this as i realise the stunned smileys make this look unserious so im going to remove em.
in all seriousness, ive a bit of experience in phsychiatric diagnostics and your are perfect example of a "borderline patient".
I want you to check up this disease (ive summarised a few pointers below) and i strongly feel that you should book an informal meeting with your local physician.
A person with a borderline personality disorder often experiences a repetitive pattern of disorganization and instability in self-image , mood, behavior and close personal relationships. This can cause significant distress or impairment in friendships and work.
A person with this disorder can often be bright and intelligent , and appear warm, friendly and competent. They sometimes can maintain this appearance for a number of years until their defense structure crumbles, usually around a stressful situation like the breakup of a romantic relationship or the death of a parent.
Or perhaps being shunned in the Opeth board?
Relationships with others are intense but stormy and unstable with marked shifts of feelings and difficulties in maintaining intimate, close connections. The person may manipulate others and often has difficulty with trusting others. There is also emotional instability with marked and frequent shifts to an empty lonely depression or to irritability and anxiety. There may be unpredictable and impulsive behavior which might include excessive spending, promiscuity, gambling, drug or alcohol abuse, shoplifting, overeating or physically self-damaging actions such as suicide gestures. The person may show inappropriate and intense anger or rage with temper tantrums , constant brooding and resentment, feelings of deprivation, and a loss of control or fear of loss of control over angry feelings. There are also identity disturbances with confusion and uncertainty about self-identity, sexuality, life goals and values, career choices, friendships.
It doesnt hurt to check these things out and phsychological disorders arent as stigmatised nowadays as they once were.
Its not a serious illness like say, a phsychotic disorder but as its easy and effective to treat id reccomend you to look in to it.
PM me if you have any questions or want to know more about it.
Im editing this as i realise the stunned smileys make this look unserious so im going to remove em.