thanks everybody for your words, and thanks for your prayers those who mentioned it, personally I'm not a fan or follower or praying and all that stuff but I totally respect it, given my parents are extremely religious and it's very important for them and their happiness so I respect it.
Mick, I definitely won't leave the forums, I'll always be around here, I love this place! and I'd love to get to meet many of you Euro guys in person, I'll most surely be traveling around whenever I have the chance