Lost my fighting spirit

[Morgana]

I'm doing better today, been out for a "walk" so I calm down...
and listening to Cosmic Genesis.

 

[Phyros]

You´ve been walking? That´s great...

Then you deserve this --->

-phyros

 

[Morgana]

Hehe, thank you Phyros, I still needed my crutches

 

[The Nomad]

hmmm... I should stop bitching about my wrist...

 

[Allison]

Did you injure your leg or something morgana? Why are you on crutches?

 

[Morgana]

Yes I did in Oslo / Norway... ripped my cruciate ligament and my inner ligament in my right knee, but the inner one is not complete ripped, so they can't fix it, it has to heal by itself... it won't be the same again, I'll keep a little damage... and some nice scars... but those doesn't bother me much, I stopped counting the scars on my body and soul...

 

[Allison]

whoa.........that sux. was this a skiing accident?

 

[Morgana]

Nope, it happend the day after the Inferno Festival in Oslo.

 

[Morgana]

just got a call in and it made me real sad... my beloved stepfather is in hospital... I'm scared...

 

[Blackspirit]

Ouch, that sounds horrible Morgana! (
I hope he'll get better, what is wrong? /
...If you don't mind me askin' of course....

 

[DeadWinterDead]

Yeah, I hope he feels better too Morg!

 

[Morgana]

My mom did not tell much...

 

[Allison]

I am sorry to hear this Morgana, I hope he will be alright.

 

[Morgana]

After a night full of worries, it's ok... I hope to see him tomorrow.

 

[AnsuzAstral]

Good to hear he's feeling better, Morgana What was up with him, anyway? Hope it was really nothing to severe :/

 

[Morgana]

He survived, they noticed diabetes, his... hm, how you call it... (Zuckerwerte) sugar was on 595.
With 400 you get a shock and you fall in coma then... with 595 you are usually dead... that's what the doc said...
I was so restlessly last night, crying, felt death, wished he would survive, it drives you crazy when you feel what's up...
I would die for him to keep him alive, maybe it sounds weird to someone, but I would not fear...
He is such a good man, he is always there when you need help.
He picked me up from the ferry, when I arrived in Denmark the morning after my accident. He was taking care of me, made sure I got home save. He has done soo many good things for my mum, my brother, my sister and me in life...

 

[DeadWinterDead]

That's sweet Morgana!

 

[Morgana]

I mean it seriously...

 

[AnsuzAstral]

Well, normally it seems like the good people die too young... good to see some make it to a good age, Morgana And good recovery for both your stepfather and you, too

 

[Morgana]

Oh thanks, at the moment I try to walk without the crutches, it works ok in the house, but dunno on longer distances