Zephyrus
Tyrants and Slaves
She wants you, Guy, but it's up to you to make the move. Women by nature will not do it all for you.
In a weird spot with my lady friend. I just met her last month, but we've already become very close Platonic friends. We've mutually established that we're nothing more than friends, but then there's the case of things like last night where she stayed over after having a few drinks. This is the third time in the past couple of weeks we've slept in the same bed, and the level of intimacy has increased from mild cuddling to last night where she forced me to hold her, lock legs, and reach a state where we mutually used one another's face as a pillow. I attribute this to the alcohol, but I still don't know where we stand. Again, I can't say that I care about the whole thing, because I'm perfectly happy with us just being omgclose pals, but the situation is just perplexing to me.
Just watched a show on TLC about geek dating. NYC Comicon speed dating and then the subsequent dates that followed. Suffice to say I feel incredibly normal after watching that... I also look at most people at metal shows and think "fucking freaks" while at the same time at work thinking "wow these people are boring." I'm stuck in some fucked up limbo world between geek, metal head, and preppy/professional.
I don't know if I can ever go back to skinny body types now that I've experienced the joy of being tossed around by someone who is football player shaped and sized, though.
"Chances" would be a better word.
tossed around by someone who is football player shaped and sized, though.