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I'm so fucking relieved right now! Okay, so I've had this online friend for like three years and we had a skype conversation and during the conversation she mentioned how she likes telling me about personal stuff because of the way I react to it (a way apparently no one does), and also before she vaguely talked about a guy she knows online who she likes that lives on the other side of the world (she lives in the UK) after I told her about this girl I like (she also seemed sad telling me about this crush of hers.) She also reminisced about how our friendship and stuff has evolved over the years and stuff like that.

Okay, so yesterday she wanted to tell me something on skype and wanted to say it out loud. I was like "oh shit, she wants to confess feelings for me." But it was something else! Yay! Fuck yes!

TL;DR: This female online friend I had dropped what seemed like hints that she liked me, and I don't like her. And I thought she was going to tell me she liked me, but it was a false alarm, and I am happy.
 
I have to agree with JAGE on the baby thing. I can understand the reasons why people adopt, but I can't help seeing it as buying the cow. I'd much rather become a sperm donor and pass on my genes to a whole bunch of kids without having to take care of them, although I someday hope to find someone as genetically perfect as I am to procreate the master race with.
 
That's all it took? Having another person's feelings so drastically affect oneself in a negative way sounds retarded to me. Posts like yours are part of why I have an adversity to relationships.
 
Vimana said:
That's all it took? Having another person's feelings so drastically affect oneself in a negative way sounds retarded to me. Posts like yours are part of why I have an adversity to relationships.
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Have you ever been in love? It's not logical!
 
I'm eighteen, so of course I haven't.

Edit: I get that it's not logical, but why the vulnerability? Why not just enjoy their company and be able to easily move on if/when they live?
 
I wish I could feel like that sometimes. I haven't gotten much further than "this person is fun to be around."
 
I've never been in love. The closest I've felt to it was when I had just gotten with my first girlfriend. It was an intense feeling of delight and that life couldn't be more awesome. After we broke up a month later it was one of the most traumatic experiences of my life. I've never felt love since, merely a desire to stay with someone because I'm insecure and motivated by power and sex. I've said "I love you's" all the time to a couple girlfriends that I've gotten to that point with, but those words mean nothing to me other than that they symbolize commitment so I don't have to worry about losing that person's companionship and intimacy.

I have a a tyrannical soul.
 
Eh I don't think so, those were just "is she going to murder me" concerns.

I felt what I now recognize as love when I was 16 and it was TOTALLY shit and awful. Now I've learned to keep my distance until things are reciprocated for certain - much better!
 
I have been in love twice and it was not mutual. I was not even in a relationship either times. Not sure how that's possible, but I never want to expirience it ever again as long as I live. It was awful. I have not felt am emotion in almost 4 years. If anything feel am pretty lucky to hopefully never feel again.
 
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