Jimmy... Dead.
contemplative curmudgeon
Clean up, get right and talk to some random people. The opportunity to exploit yourself is an amazing high, I feel like going out and meeting someone new every night is the only way to experience anything outside of yourself(your thoughts). If I stay in too long I become very isolated, bored and see no real results when it comes to maturing and becoming a person who is constantly in flux, constantly being challenged. Win or lose, good or bad the experience in and of itself is all that matters. I think once you become fixed on "being" a certain someone it's hard to escape.