I've always been attracted to women, but I also find pensies sexually attractive and find certain kinds of men (mostly youthful boyish types that vaguely resemble me circa 18-20) attractive. My only sexual encounters have been with a man mostly due to a combination of excess alcohol, hesitancy to say no, and willingness to experiment due to my otherwise incredibly dull and pathetic life. I still hang out with the guy that gave me a partial blowjob while I was blackout-drunk, and just a few weeks ago I masturbated to hetero porn (an Abella Anderson for those curious) in front of him as what was basically recompense for free dinner, liquor, and a show. I don't find him remotely attractive, but I have to admit that I feel a much greater desire to engage in sexual activities, especially since the release in the midst of reservations made it particularly satisfying (my first shot reached my left bicep which I think was a new record for me, in fact). Once I got home, however, I jerked it several times, and only to the thoughts of women (and not because I felt a need to cleanse myself either or anything, I was just extremely turned on and this recent high is still going on for me). Ultimately I guess that I don't place extremely high value in the common labels of sexualities, and under the right circumstances could see myself adopting many different sexual configurations, but when it comes to sheer attraction, I definitely prefer women.
