Males and Females

I just don't see this very worth it in the long run. I'm bored as shit, and the most I can get is a webcam chat. I'd rather have a girlfriend I can do fun things with, like play Mario Kart or make music.
 
I just don't see this very worth it in the long run. I'm bored as shit, and the most I can get is a webcam chat. I'd rather have a girlfriend I can do fun things with, like play Mario Kart or make music.

I don't care whether you want the relationship or not, I'm merely disapproving of your methods of ending it.
 
I barely talk to my girlfriend now because her phone allegedly broke and she's never online or something. I'm probably gonna break up with her, but if I do, I won't do it directly. I'd plant the seeds of doubt in very subtle ways she would not catch that would cause her to break up with me. I'd make her think it was her idea.

Being alone is just appealing to me. Or maybe I should get an OKC account again and find girls around here.

Or you could not be a fucking worm about it and just end things normally.
 
How long distance is your situation?

I'm on the east coast, she's on the west coast.

I don't care whether you want the relationship or not, I'm merely disapproving of your methods of ending it.

She knows that it's not gonna work. She keeps saying I'm gonna leave soon and you can't say "yes" to that. I've just gotta tell her things aren't gonna work, and convince her that us breaking up is for the best.

Or you could not be a fucking worm about it and just end things normally.

Yeah, but the resent and shit is bad. Then again, she's on the other side of the country, so she can only do shit through the internet.
 
I'd plant the seeds of doubt in very subtle ways she would not catch that would cause her to break up with me. I'd make her think it was her idea.

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In quite a nice relationship right now :)

Though I'm at this point where I have realized just how much of my life was devoted to self-destructive hobbies. While I feel great and am healthier now, I am much more empty and less relaxed than when I was destroying myself. I don't feel depressed and haven't for quite a while, but I don't find much enjoyment in things.


I haven't had any goals or aspirations since my suicide attempt Now that I care about someone it's like "fuck....I really don't want to be a shitbag and so I have to come up with some sort of life plan" :lol:

I have my last meeting with my psychiatrist tomorrow and am not sure whether to tell him I'm fine and don't need to see him anymore as planned or to tell him I'm feeling fucked up. Taking meds again doesn't sound like a good idea to me as they didn't do shit other than drain my energy the first time.
 
"We're going to try this for a while and slowly up the dose"

I'm going to tell him how I feel, but I have a pretty good idea of how it's going to "work".

Their job is to prescribe meds.
 
When I had a shrink, after a certain period she explained to me that my insurance would no longer cover my visits unless I agreed to a medication evaluation. I walked out.
 
I'm feeling very female today, I got my period! No baby! HOORAY!

Rant: There are no good birth control options. Condoms suck, BC pills/etc suck, hysterectomy sucks, abortions suck, abstinence sucks. All of it sucks!