Males and Females

I was talking to some cutish single girl I know. The thing is, I did not behave in a cool way in the place we know each other from, AT ALL and she is a bit too chav for me. I doubt she'd date me or that I'd stay with her.

The beautiful blonde that gave me the change for the locker at the gym, now that's another matter. Need to meet her again. The woman at the reception even told her she has a beautiful body and sweet personality. Lol. Might be some lesbianism going down that. There's a bit much of that these days.
 
Been about a month or so into a new relationship. It's pretty nice so far. It's different from the other relationships I made such a big deal about, since I haven't done much in the way of defining this one, as to avoid lying to myself and being an idiot.

I'm not head-over-heels or anything. We're not always affectionate towards one another. Hell, the most we'll talk about how we feel is once or twice a day, briefly. My favorite part is how it doesn't feel like I'm being saved from loneliness, and I feel no pressure to maintain anything. It's as if I'd be fine if I left at any point, but I prefer being with her. I still very much value my loneliness, but I also value her presence.

We don't talk all the time, and we don't demand much at all from another in terms of validation. It's really comfortable. I can't recall ever ending up wanting to say something, but stopping myself because she wouldn't care (but would respond in some contrived manner), or would find it abhorrent. The other way around, too. So far, I haven't had the thought of "she may have x characteristic, but someone right for me doesn't have to not have x characteristic."

As far as comparison to my other dating experiences goes, I really like how she's the first girl I've been with who doesn't feel totally ignored and neglected if I can only listen, but not respond to a thought of hers. She does the same for me, too. We'll have times we'll text each other random things that pop into our heads, not even really replying to each other's thoughts until one elicits a response.
 
So, I'm sure you're all aware of my ex-girlfriend Ashley, correct? The one I dated for nearly seven years and who I was on the verge of proposing to and moving to Hawaii with. Well, her employer made a Facebook profile for her a while ago but she never updated it until recently. And just within the last week or something, I'm not exactly sure, she uploaded a photo of herself.

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God daaaaaamn she's looking good.
 
Ew, she's a zip.

And being a "homegrown, corn-fed fat ass" is different than being a "The South will rise again!" redneck. Jeremy, you should know this after a year in the plains bro!
 
For some reason I thought Ashley was a blonde white girl with rich parents from Wisconsin, complete with a Valley accent.
 
I thought she was a black haired white girl. Azn girls are kind of meh except a few indian girls and some philipenos.
 
I am not really happy to announce I have changed my race from Northeast Asian to Southeast Asian after lots of quality time outdoors.

PP and I had the best day ever yesterday. Went swimming in a creek, hiked, went cherry picking, banged a lot, had a huge dinner of BBQ grilled meat and squishes, and then went to town on "WHITE LIGHTNING" ice cream.

Thought of you Sentinel Slain when I saw some white supremacist graffiti under a bridge!