I AM AN IDIOT!
You know guys, we always wonder why good girls seem to always go with jerks. I think I've turned into one of those saps. Over the summer I was dating this girl and was head over heels in love and crazy about her. Well, she wound up being really evil and bitchy, and told me I'd have to wait for her to see if she wanted a serious relationship. Eventually it fizzled, and I found a super nice sweet girl. Well, lo and behold, the evil one comes back around, and like a dumb ass, I go back for the abuse. I told the nice girl that I had some major issues and drama to take care of, and that I didn't want to drag her heart around. So here I am trying to make it work with queen evil. And it isn't even a real relationship to her, we're still "waiting" and I do anything and everything for this chick. We had a great week together, but then this weekend, well I called her Saturday, and apparently I was cutting into her fun time with her girls, she just flat hung up on me. Today I asked, "Why did you hang up on me?" the response was "Well, why did you call me." So I left her a voice mail and told her "If you are going to be mean and be a bitch, just don't call me back ever." So she calls me back and started bitching at me because I told her not to be bitchy and mean. Like an idiot I said "sorry." But for whatever reason, this is the girl I love and I'm willing to put up with this shit until the bitter end. I am an idiot. Go ahead and tell me what a loser I am, and advise me to kill myself. Humor me. I hate me.
You know guys, we always wonder why good girls seem to always go with jerks. I think I've turned into one of those saps. Over the summer I was dating this girl and was head over heels in love and crazy about her. Well, she wound up being really evil and bitchy, and told me I'd have to wait for her to see if she wanted a serious relationship. Eventually it fizzled, and I found a super nice sweet girl. Well, lo and behold, the evil one comes back around, and like a dumb ass, I go back for the abuse. I told the nice girl that I had some major issues and drama to take care of, and that I didn't want to drag her heart around. So here I am trying to make it work with queen evil. And it isn't even a real relationship to her, we're still "waiting" and I do anything and everything for this chick. We had a great week together, but then this weekend, well I called her Saturday, and apparently I was cutting into her fun time with her girls, she just flat hung up on me. Today I asked, "Why did you hang up on me?" the response was "Well, why did you call me." So I left her a voice mail and told her "If you are going to be mean and be a bitch, just don't call me back ever." So she calls me back and started bitching at me because I told her not to be bitchy and mean. Like an idiot I said "sorry." But for whatever reason, this is the girl I love and I'm willing to put up with this shit until the bitter end. I am an idiot. Go ahead and tell me what a loser I am, and advise me to kill myself. Humor me. I hate me.
