ohhhh I'm in pain constantly

I read through all of your bitchings, so now you get to see mine.

I get retardedly bad migraines. I haven't had one in a long time, but I used to get them pretty regularly. I'm completely debilitated every time I get one, to the point where I can't see, hear, or maintain balance, and usually I end up crying and screaming and trying to find my way back to my bed so I can attempt to sleep. Or I pass out.

I basically have one friend now. Almost everyone at my school dislikes me, and after my ex and I broke up, almost all of our mutual friends sided with him and gave me a big fuck you. They're turning into useless stoners and see me as a throwaway friend.

On top of that, the only guys who ever show interest in me are old and creepy. Looking like a whore is fun that way.
 
Conquer All said:
some of school i find to be bullshit. otherwise i find it very important. i find science as bullshit because there is no way in hell that a musician has relation to science. i find math important because writing music takes good math skills (notes, beats etc). language i find important because IF i get lucky with a band i could be traveling the world and it would be useful to know spanish, german or french. history is gay. it already happened so who gives a shit? maybe if it was a music history class i would like it, but it isnt.

with all do respect, mike, i dont care what you say about high school and college. thats because i dont care what anyone says about HS or college. im taking no one elses opinion because i need to create me own. once high school starts in september ill let you know how it goes.
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You do not understand school.

It isn't necessarily there to educate you. YOU educate you. Based on the work you actually care enough to try working on.

School just provides you with opportunities to sharpen your mind; make you more intelligent.
 
I really don't have many problems....all the physical shit that is wrong with me is my own fault, really. For example, after years of attending concerts without wearing earplugs, I now have a small ringing in my left ear that has been there since November. It's not bad now, but I know when I get older I've got a lot of hearing problems to look forward to. (And, I wear earplugs to all shows now. Haha)

I have basically zero inspiration for writing/art at the moment, so my creative output is pretty much nil. I start a lot of things, but most just go down the tubes. I'm hoping once the semester on the 28th that I'll get a bit of a boost.

Emotionally/friendwise, my only real problem is being bored as hell all the time. My friends are constantly either broke, at work, or out doing something else, so I never really see anyone. I rarely have girlfriends, and those relationships usually don't last too long.

I guess I just suck at life?

I'm really not trying to bitch about these trivial little bumps in the road, I'm satisfied with where I'm at right now. I'm very optimistic, and find it hard to be brought down by anything. I find that bad situations are best faced with an ironic smile and a smartass remark or two, then they move on down the line.
 
retarded penguin said:
You do not understand school.

It isn't necessarily there to educate you. YOU educate you. Based on the work you actually care enough to try working on.

School just provides you with opportunities to sharpen your mind; make you more intelligent.
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I cared more about getting drunk and fighting with people then actually doing anything in school, so I ended up getting kicked out. Leaving you the peice of skinny man meat I am today.

Still got Adult Ed on my to-do list, if i stop sarding and go to the adult ed building for me degree. (that is also one of my problems)
 
Kvlt Wench said:
I read through all of your bitchings, so now you get to see mine.

I get retardedly bad migraines. I haven't had one in a long time, but I used to get them pretty regularly. I'm completely debilitated every time I get one, to the point where I can't see, hear, or maintain balance, and usually I end up crying and screaming and trying to find my way back to my bed so I can attempt to sleep. Or I pass out.
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I completely understand what you're going through. I came to work at 3 pm and a migraine began to develop. By the time 8 rolled around I actually had to leave the desk while I was checking a guest in to go to the bathroom to throw up because I felt so dizzy and nauseated (sp?). I was seeing black spots and couldn't hold myself up without help from the desk. Finally I had to call my boss to come in and finish out my shift. I, too, haven't had one in about 3 months, but there's no telling when it'll happen again.
 
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