OK, I'm supposed to be going to university in London starting in January, and I've been feeling pretty good about it without feeling much anxiety, except when I was beginning to fear I may not get everything done in time. That seems to have all worked out and everything's been great and I've been feeling great and unworried, but just suddenly a few moments ago after reading an e-mail from the school about housing and such, I was stricken with fear and doubt about just about everything. I feel like an ass for feeling this way all of the sudden with plane tickets purchased and everything and it being only about six weeks away. I'm fairly certain I'll love it in London, but this anxiety is killing me. Damn, and I doubt this is the last time this sudden anxiety will hit me before I depart... Argh! OK, so give me some reasons to not be anxious. Please... :s
I'm not even sure I'm going to leave this post here. I feel like an idiot for feeling this way.
NP: Anathema - A Fine Day To Exit
I'm not even sure I'm going to leave this post here. I feel like an idiot for feeling this way.
NP: Anathema - A Fine Day To Exit