a: yes, i'd love to do something about my father's health, either rid him of the tumors or accelerate the dreadfully, excruciatingly slow and painful death he's having.
q: what's the worst thing you ever realized about yourself?
A: It reminds me of looking at a walkthrough for a computer game. Every now and then when you get stuck, it's helpful to have a bit of a hint, but knowing how it ends before it happens just takes all the fun out of it.