One of my best friends since age 5 who I work with was talking with me today. He wants out too, and since we're like brothers if worst comes to worst and we can only afford a one bed room we don't really mind.
I hear you guys, and thanks for your support! This will probably sound immature, but when I move I plan on just cutting all communication with my moms side of the family. Forever. My aunt is a gold digging miser, my grandmother is an idiot who drank when she was pregnant which is why my mom is all premature and fucked up. And my mom is just legally insane. This sounds horrible but I think she deserved it when my old man beat her. She can really be that much of a cunt. She's a miserable, spiteful person who's benefited from the kindness of other people her entire life.
But regardless, moving out is gonna be great. My stress level will go so much down, having girls over won't be awkward, I think I'll finally be happy with my life. If I wasn't on huge drug binges for the last two years I could have done it already!