Jace_Mereel
Freakame, Freakayou!
Saw Ensiferum last night at a show they filmed for a DVD. Will be seeing Orphaned Land filming as well in a month.
CAN NOT WAIT FOR THIS SHOW. Ensiferum and Finntroll. <3
Saw Ensiferum last night at a show they filmed for a DVD. Will be seeing Orphaned Land filming as well in a month.
SNOW AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH
we haven't had snow this early since forever, it always usually comes after new years D:
how will I get to work now
recently i've been feeling really fucking unstable and insane; all my schoolwork, work and band stuff is really getting to me. I keep working on the album constantly and am the only one in the band really paying for it and working on it and i keep having these horrible ideas that it's going to flop and be shitty and everyone will hate it and it'll get worse reviews than our older stuff and be considered a step back. most of the problems are even out of my control too so fretting about them is retarded but man i wish i had the nonchalance of a band like In Flames that can release albums people hate and not give a fuck about it.
relapsed onto what? some drugs it honestly doesn't even matter; alcohol is by far one of the most dangerous drugs even drinking it in moderate quantities. I take adderall for add and klonopin for anxiety (although i take that not nearly as much now) and it doesn't mess me up anymore than 3 beers in a night or 2 cups of coffee in the morning would. even stuff like painkillers aren't really bad for you unless you get super addicted in which case the danger of overdose or problems from snorting, smoking or shooting are the negative consequences.
don't try to quit everything at once or you'll relapse and fail, take small steps and ween off things and go for short proximal goals and you'll be better off.
And us! Mental images of Will getting a bj was not really what we were all waiting forI relapsed when I pulled a bitch move on Will and Laura.