Sorry to all that this may apply to. But lately i have been on edge and have become annoying and blunt, on here and everyone around me.
I had to break my lease because i am working 20+ overtime most weeks, my room-mate won't pay any bills or rent, so its just been building up and i been under a huge deal of stress lately...I have been so tired that i accidentally fell asleep here at work just now and i probably missed something. It seems that my attempts to get back on my feet are failing, moving to a new state, getting use to the environment and trying to make friends has become rough. I'm just mainly very tired and very stressed out, and I am sorry.
Now i am living with someone for the time being until i can find a room-mate that can help me out...so i been moving all day yesterday. I have my way with words, and I happened to talk to my landlord down to not even charging me with any fee for breaking lease! She even said she won't put it on my credit, because she knows i have been working my ass off and my room-mate just buys drugs and doesn't work ever...She actually told me she wanted to put the "breaking lease" credit all on him.
I dunno, lately its been up and down, with my girlfriend spending the night at some guys house...i come home and she is wearing his jacket....just things keep on building on top of each other..
Anyway back to work, i need to wake up.