Oh man Cara that's brutal
feel better. I hope no more nasty yellow pebbles come out of your mouth
In other news, as I had said my man and I broke up because he was listening to a fucking idiot. He and I talked a lot on the phone today. Almost immediately after breaking up, he started calling me, and I ignored him, which was hard. He is back in New York later tonight, and we're going to get together tomorrow. It looks as though he has come to his senses. I can understand where he was coming from with his worries, but... they were pretty unsubstantiated. There was just a lot of stress and tension between us after I had a miscarriage, we both felt guilty as though we did something wrong, he is way stressed with work, and we argued extensively over the phone instead of waiting until he gets home.
So I feel a lot better. It was ridiculous, he is without a doubt the person I want to spend my life with, and he claims the same, and unlike other douches I have been with, he actually cares.
So... wish me luck. It's odd I feel nervous about it because I miss him because he was away doing a job, and we broke up, which is ridiculous unto itself. Yet he is the one who is doing the crawling back, humbling himself and apologizing.