nf: slightly worried. i've seen a doctor for a routine check-up today and i now have to undergo some exams because my lymphatic system might be acting up a little on me. this could be any day, this could be any year.
The definite, new "How Do You Feel" Thread
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Magrathean
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I feel like I'm being forced to write a letter, but fortunately, someone advised me to send a postcard. Nevertheless, it's still writing. A friend of mine is in prison and I've been contacted to write to him. That was 2 months ago. So yeah, I've been dragging my feet over this.
NF: Procrastinate-y.
NF: Procrastinate-y.
i sometimes feel like i have a set of values that's very different from most people's. the weird part is that this opinion is shared by many, only they've got it all wrong (eg most of them think i approve of and practice selfishness, while it is the complete opposite).
also, i feel slightly headachy, but i'm going out to buy stuff now and the walk will clear my head.
also, i feel slightly headachy, but i'm going out to buy stuff now and the walk will clear my head.
metin
godless north
King Chaos
Pomeo Osoponeor
@Santatu: indeed. Myspace/the plannet is full of weirdos. You did the right thing. I guess I could try and ignore her, but if she turns up in the uk with no where to stay, it would be harsh to just leave her homeless.
@Undo: Yeah dude, I'll probably do that if she tries to come over... I mean, it's just that she's used to being around annoying people like her, who sneak her into their houses and let her sleep on their couches and eat all their munchies. I'm not a person like that.
@Rampage: Totally, I am torturing myself. Mainly because the way she communicates online
p), she sends all her clauses seperately on MSN,
*Beedaclick* so if she's explaining
*beedaclick* like
* beedaclick* something
*beedafuckingclick* long all I can hear
*Beedaclick* is *beedaclick*
*beedaclick*...
*beedaclick*
Murderous thoughts!!!!
Mf: Pretty good. Got pillow face! Which is not good. been listening to some old CDs from my music collection and It's been really nostalgic. No more uni now for four weeks. I am going to waste away.
@Undo: Yeah dude, I'll probably do that if she tries to come over... I mean, it's just that she's used to being around annoying people like her, who sneak her into their houses and let her sleep on their couches and eat all their munchies. I'm not a person like that.
@Rampage: Totally, I am torturing myself. Mainly because the way she communicates online
p), she sends all her clauses seperately on MSN, *Beedaclick* so if she's explaining
*beedaclick* like
* beedaclick* something
*beedafuckingclick* long all I can hear
*Beedaclick* is *beedaclick*
*beedaclick*...
*beedaclick*
Murderous thoughts!!!!
Mf: Pretty good. Got pillow face! Which is not good. been listening to some old CDs from my music collection and It's been really nostalgic. No more uni now for four weeks. I am going to waste away.
Human Desert
Pirun Morsian
Well it's her own stupidity if she comes over with no place to stay. Anyway, you can just block her
nf: childish doesn't begin to cover it. there's someone at work for whom i have a total, utter admiration bordering on infatuation... to quote harry potter, he's one of my favorite people in the world (evah). i also fancy that i'm reciprocated - not to the point that i'm one of his favorite people in the world, admittedly, but i like to think that he likes me back, although of course it's strictly platonic seeing how he's way older, has a wife and kids. anyway, i'm about to go out for a dinner where he will be present and i'm feeling kind of drunk although i haven't touched a drop yet. i am probably 12, all things considered.
np: piero pelù - bomba boomerang (look at me playing air guitar to this!)
np: piero pelù - bomba boomerang (look at me playing air guitar to this!)
Dark_Silence
Member
Right, I'm fairly drunk and coming from a very fun after-party which was interrupted by, of all people, cops (we were blasting eminem too loudly, apparently), but:
puzzlement!
hyena gets to dinner party (different from cop-ridden after-party, mind you) and makes acquaintance of spiteful rival for the night. spiteful rival is extremely formal with everyone, while party climate is not formal at all. hyena sits back, examines and wonders. spiteful rival is about 50 and hyena has youth and beauty (yeah, right). still, hyena drinks. favorite-guy-evah drinks too.
anxiety!
hyena has, like, feelings - or at least the consequences of feelings, which amount to unwillingness to speak, wanting to be in the other room yet not wanting to be in the other room... well, everyone knows the routine. favorite guy for some unfathomable reason comes closer (well, 'unfathomable reason' my bu: he asked me for a drink). then he comes closer. and closer. and closer. hyena cannot make any sense of it. hyena throws looks around, feeling lost. spiteful thingy is still there. hyena tries to go rampant with witticism, which favorite guy appreciated loads one aeon ago when hyena didn't really care, but they come out half-hearted: everyone knows that wanting to be funny and being funny are not in the same league. honestly, i had a couple of good jokes in. only a couple
suspense!
lights go out. honestly. hyena believes it's a scheme, the couple hosting the party wanting to highlight someone's entrance with lights going out. then the male half of said couple shouts "honey, turn off the electricity in the bathroom" and everyone realizes it's not. in said surreal moment, favorite guy steps even closer and ends up bumping into hyena (it's always that unromantic. men do bump into me). hyena tries to keep on cracking jokes in a very low voice that's meant to be sensual, but probably just sounds like someone with a sore throat. spiteful whatchamacallit is lost in the utter darkness.
fun!
hyena can't really spend time with favorite guy on purpose - not enough guts, not enough savoir faire, not enough anything and too much alcohol. oh, and also too much of a taste for proximity on his part (i KNEW he liked me back. heh). so hyena plays with several kids sired by a number of different colleagues. hyena has mad fun, and occasionally keeps on intruding on conversations favorite guy has with other people, looking utterly impolite and completely berserk. oh, and master rahvin will be happy to know this: one of the kids, a very cute two-year-old, was playing with a model of a dwarf house, complete with dwarves in front of it. the dwarves were apparently doing their laundry and there was real water in the dwarven laundry. hyena got most of that water on her left leg, when the two-year old grabbed the toy and decided it was hate-kill-destroy time (i couldn't stop laughing).
hostility!
at some point, everyone's gathered around the table. spiteful woman has a very, very sour look. hyena concludes that she's having a bad night/week/life or - rather probably - she didn't really want to go out tonight. anyway, favorite guy cracks good joke, looks at hyena with the 'you're the only one who understand' look... the stuff with smiles and raised eyebrows, practically an emoticon. hyena responds to the look with a thirty second delay, looking like the universal fool. anyway, time passes and one of the colleagues with the small kids decides to leave because the kids are restless. he makes to collect his Lego construction set, and hyena says 'Hey, I really do love those, can't we keep them?'. colleague says 'It's alright if you bring them back on monday'. hyena ponders and then concedes that no, the colleague can bring them home, but says something like 'i am totally in love with Lego'. spiteful i've-met-you-tonight-really-and-you-don't-know-me gives hyena a brutal, evil look and says 'I've never been remotely interested in Lego'. hyena adopts the wtf? look because the remark was really out of place.
drugs!
a break ensues - hyena goes out for a smoke with her boss, with whom she had a very angry spat a couple of days ago. he apologizes for having been stupid, she confirms friendship and appreciation, and they go on discussing the possibility of smoking hash. unfortunately, nobody has hash so they have to forego the option. it's funny how hyena's boss makes foolish comments on one of the women at the party. hyena laughs (that's what hyenas are for, after all).
cold, cold!
hyena and boss go back into the house. favorite guy is leaving with spiteful wtf. he doesn't say bye to hyena (woe!), but i guess that they were in a hurry. spiteful i'm-spiteful-anytime mentions sleeping children. hyena and spiteful eeeh? share a long inquisitive look, but hyena really was just hoping to get season's greetings. when it's obvious that they won't come, hyena goes back playing with a one-year-old and gets into a fight with him.
ace!
hyena then proceeds to after-party where the cops will be spotted in about two hours humming something akin to 'i win! i win!'. nothing happened, but i got way more attention than expected.
puzzlement!
hyena gets to dinner party (different from cop-ridden after-party, mind you) and makes acquaintance of spiteful rival for the night. spiteful rival is extremely formal with everyone, while party climate is not formal at all. hyena sits back, examines and wonders. spiteful rival is about 50 and hyena has youth and beauty (yeah, right). still, hyena drinks. favorite-guy-evah drinks too.
anxiety!
hyena has, like, feelings - or at least the consequences of feelings, which amount to unwillingness to speak, wanting to be in the other room yet not wanting to be in the other room... well, everyone knows the routine. favorite guy for some unfathomable reason comes closer (well, 'unfathomable reason' my bu: he asked me for a drink). then he comes closer. and closer. and closer. hyena cannot make any sense of it. hyena throws looks around, feeling lost. spiteful thingy is still there. hyena tries to go rampant with witticism, which favorite guy appreciated loads one aeon ago when hyena didn't really care, but they come out half-hearted: everyone knows that wanting to be funny and being funny are not in the same league. honestly, i had a couple of good jokes in. only a couple
suspense!
lights go out. honestly. hyena believes it's a scheme, the couple hosting the party wanting to highlight someone's entrance with lights going out. then the male half of said couple shouts "honey, turn off the electricity in the bathroom" and everyone realizes it's not. in said surreal moment, favorite guy steps even closer and ends up bumping into hyena (it's always that unromantic. men do bump into me). hyena tries to keep on cracking jokes in a very low voice that's meant to be sensual, but probably just sounds like someone with a sore throat. spiteful whatchamacallit is lost in the utter darkness.
fun!
hyena can't really spend time with favorite guy on purpose - not enough guts, not enough savoir faire, not enough anything and too much alcohol. oh, and also too much of a taste for proximity on his part (i KNEW he liked me back. heh). so hyena plays with several kids sired by a number of different colleagues. hyena has mad fun, and occasionally keeps on intruding on conversations favorite guy has with other people, looking utterly impolite and completely berserk. oh, and master rahvin will be happy to know this: one of the kids, a very cute two-year-old, was playing with a model of a dwarf house, complete with dwarves in front of it. the dwarves were apparently doing their laundry and there was real water in the dwarven laundry. hyena got most of that water on her left leg, when the two-year old grabbed the toy and decided it was hate-kill-destroy time (i couldn't stop laughing).
hostility!
at some point, everyone's gathered around the table. spiteful woman has a very, very sour look. hyena concludes that she's having a bad night/week/life or - rather probably - she didn't really want to go out tonight. anyway, favorite guy cracks good joke, looks at hyena with the 'you're the only one who understand' look... the stuff with smiles and raised eyebrows, practically an emoticon. hyena responds to the look with a thirty second delay, looking like the universal fool. anyway, time passes and one of the colleagues with the small kids decides to leave because the kids are restless. he makes to collect his Lego construction set, and hyena says 'Hey, I really do love those, can't we keep them?'. colleague says 'It's alright if you bring them back on monday'. hyena ponders and then concedes that no, the colleague can bring them home, but says something like 'i am totally in love with Lego'. spiteful i've-met-you-tonight-really-and-you-don't-know-me gives hyena a brutal, evil look and says 'I've never been remotely interested in Lego'. hyena adopts the wtf? look because the remark was really out of place.
drugs!
a break ensues - hyena goes out for a smoke with her boss, with whom she had a very angry spat a couple of days ago. he apologizes for having been stupid, she confirms friendship and appreciation, and they go on discussing the possibility of smoking hash. unfortunately, nobody has hash so they have to forego the option. it's funny how hyena's boss makes foolish comments on one of the women at the party. hyena laughs (that's what hyenas are for, after all).
cold, cold!
hyena and boss go back into the house. favorite guy is leaving with spiteful wtf. he doesn't say bye to hyena (woe!), but i guess that they were in a hurry. spiteful i'm-spiteful-anytime mentions sleeping children. hyena and spiteful eeeh? share a long inquisitive look, but hyena really was just hoping to get season's greetings. when it's obvious that they won't come, hyena goes back playing with a one-year-old and gets into a fight with him.
ace!
hyena then proceeds to after-party where the cops will be spotted in about two hours humming something akin to 'i win! i win!'. nothing happened, but i got way more attention than expected.
Human Desert
Pirun Morsian
NF: This fucking flu won't go away I've been sick for a week now. Hopefully it'll pass before christmas.
I've been sick for a week now. Hopefully it'll pass before christmas.
marduk1507
Member
The Bringer
Member
I always get the flu in the fall but never close to Christmas, thank god. It's usually gone before mid-December.
NF: Tired. Learned today, tomorrow there's an exam. Will need the morning to study, too, then at 14:00 the exam. Then the monday is nearly over... Feels weird.
RampageSword
AWARE! BEWARE! WAR!
NF : Exhausted. I spent my entire day typing various homework on my pc. At least it's done and now I'm gonna enjoy myself tonight! It's my christmas party at the job! Too bad I still have school tomorrow...
The Bringer
Member
I feel so much better today.
The longer I am in Finland the better I feel. Seriously, something is being done to the air in North America.
The longer I am in Finland the better I feel. Seriously, something is being done to the air in North America.
fireangel
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Dark_Silence
Member
i am broke, so broke, i dont have anu money left and i will have to eat pastas for the whole week but i feel so happy
that freaking train ticket was really more expensive than i thaught it would be
that freaking train ticket was really more expensive than i thaught it would be
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