Well that’s nice and all, but I’m still not over the break up. That video of them practicing, I’m sorry but all I could think is “this was supposed to be jaska”. I couldn’t watch it to the end even, it just made me feel weird and sad. Maybe because they played downfall. This track is COB.
And those stories/pics from Juhannus. Just made me think, this is alexi and his new friends now. he doesn’t even talk with the other guys anymore, u know? Especially Jaska? It’s so sad, thinking that they grew up together basically. Jaska was kind enough to introduce me and my friends to his family after the last show, his father and mom was so nice, they shared some early Bodom stories about how they used to drive Jaska and Allu to band practice when they were really really young, and other stuff. I was so moved. That day was so emotional.
I remember also some days before final tour in Helsinki, I was at a show in tavastia and met with a friend who was there with Jaska. After the show we were discussing to go to the circus and see the Local Band. Jaska looked at me and literally said that he can’t go there. He meant that he didn’t want to go there because of Allu. I didn’t know what to say. I just felt so sad. Then my friend tried to convince him to come but eventually he went home.
I can never forget how this band used to be, and this is how I wanna remember it and keep it in my heart. not like “Bodom After Midnight”.
don’t get me wrong, I wish Allu and his new project the best, I just wish this hadn’t happen the way it did, at all.
I’m sorry for the long post, i don’t even know why I posted here again. Maybe I shared too personal stuff but I honestly don’t care at the moment, I could even write more but that wouldn’t be good for anyone.
Anyway, I also want to remember this forum in its glory days and I’m glad I got to meet amazing people from here irl.
God, I wish Sinergy was back, haha.
cheers guys.
and probably farewell.