I have "fancy intelligent name on disease in latin ", hehe I just get really bad pains sometimes and for that I eat medications not good mixing with beer and alcohol but In september it should be over (hopefully) and I can go back to boozing
I often have a few drinks and write poems to AVOID just sitting there and crying. And when I'm VERY shitfaced, I do things like hang out of the window, breathe in the fresh air and watch the traffic go by 3 stores below...that's relaxing in some way.
PS Remember, I'm the Lantern Nut...