anyway on a side note, here's something about humanity that should depress everyone:
my grandmother used to have a boyfriend as my grandfather passed away almost a decade ago. he was a guy she dated in high school and she liked his company and vice versa. REALLY nice guy. super kind to everyone.
well, he ended up with some kidney problems and essentially needed dialysis in order to survive. this had been a long time coming and he said previously that he would refuse treatment for whatever reason if it came down to it. well, he had a change of heart and was seriously considering going through the treatment. unfortunately, he had a will and a daughter that knew about it. she guilted him into not have treatment because she would be the beneficiary of his insurance and will. she said "you can't do it. you promised." being the nice guy (and pushover) that he was, he didn't go through with treatment. he subsequently died from kidney failure.
we are officially worse than *other* animals.