What would you disbelive?

[Melancholia]

......returning from my boring classes and discovering the Ulver/Mysticum split 7" waiting for me at my mailbox....
I would really think i am psychotic or sth hehe

 

[Misanthrope]

i like the matrix thought. i like the total recall thought. everything's just a simulation... weird.
i think i would deny believing if i saw something like a holy ghost or whatever appeared to me. this would be so contrare to my beliefs that i'd probably drown myself in alcohol so i either forget it or can push it on my drunkenness.

Some guy i know has an entire book in an existencial spiritual and scientific afirmation that reallity is what you make it because everything is made of atoms that are mainly energy and fotons ? ( sorry i did not took phisics class in english ) are always shitfting between up and down positions in a wave, and is so fast every foton has 2 realities, so that multiplies exponencially until it makes our cells and theorically there is an infiite number of realities. we do not "move" or actions do not "happen" that is just ourselves moving towards a different reality, within each second and millisecond and nanosecond we alter reality and that is what we percieve as movement in the world, and ideally this alteration of reallity could be controled to the point in what even the wildest dreams like flying could become true because there is an endless number of realities each nanosecond. I think his concept of reality is weird but anyway he told me of this several years ago one year before matrix was even planed....weird he had the exact same idea without the hollywood scheme ( the love and the aliens thing )

 

[YaYo]

ive often wondered how much control i really have over what i believe...

if i were to be thrown in a room with 10 priests and nuns for a year would i come out a devout christian?

in my current frame of mind id say it wasnt possible, but the human mind is pretty susceptible to brainwashing so can i be sure?


i tend to believe everything at first, and then ask questions later when i have time to think, im a bit weird that way.