Whats up all, after a long, long hiatus I finally decided to post a thread. The last time I posted a thread was long before Novembers Doom got on to ultimate metal. ONe thing first i absolutely love all of ND's stuff, if any band members are reading this I give all of you guys mad props for making such awesome music.
Now I've also come on to say hi and to ask for advice, philisophical views, anything that could help me out of a slump I'm kind of in at the moment. Paul for your information I'm LordTiamat23 on aol, we have chatted a few times online. Well now unto business. Well so far my school year has sucked major balls, its been boring unexciting and down right agonizing. I have no friends, and no one really to chit chat with, so I'm basically alone at my lameass college. And this isnt one of those state colleges its one of those crappy community tech colleges. I dont know why the fuck I decided to go there in the first place. So far my social life has been unrewarding, depressing everything that any good doom metal lyricist would write about. And I've been actting cowardly and scared cuz I totally suck at talking with girls. And thats been a problem with me for most of my life. I've promised good frineds that I woudl finally get out of my shell but I've broken those promises and I'm still stuck in my shell and the walls are getting thicker and harder to break through. Another sad things is I havent been on any serious date yet, (I'm 20 years old) I've been quite lonely and it seems like I've been alone forever. I do not know what is wrong with me, but I'd like to know sometime. If anyone who is reaidng this knows psychology well your help would be much appreciated. Sorry to make the generally good natured mood of this message board become quite drak and sad, but I'm totally lost with like everything it seems. I understand that you may not botehr too reply because its not your problem to deal with but there must be some good hearted unselfish people out there somewhere....
Thanks for listening, Ryan aka opethchild23
Now I've also come on to say hi and to ask for advice, philisophical views, anything that could help me out of a slump I'm kind of in at the moment. Paul for your information I'm LordTiamat23 on aol, we have chatted a few times online. Well now unto business. Well so far my school year has sucked major balls, its been boring unexciting and down right agonizing. I have no friends, and no one really to chit chat with, so I'm basically alone at my lameass college. And this isnt one of those state colleges its one of those crappy community tech colleges. I dont know why the fuck I decided to go there in the first place. So far my social life has been unrewarding, depressing everything that any good doom metal lyricist would write about. And I've been actting cowardly and scared cuz I totally suck at talking with girls. And thats been a problem with me for most of my life. I've promised good frineds that I woudl finally get out of my shell but I've broken those promises and I'm still stuck in my shell and the walls are getting thicker and harder to break through. Another sad things is I havent been on any serious date yet, (I'm 20 years old) I've been quite lonely and it seems like I've been alone forever. I do not know what is wrong with me, but I'd like to know sometime. If anyone who is reaidng this knows psychology well your help would be much appreciated. Sorry to make the generally good natured mood of this message board become quite drak and sad, but I'm totally lost with like everything it seems. I understand that you may not botehr too reply because its not your problem to deal with but there must be some good hearted unselfish people out there somewhere....
Thanks for listening, Ryan aka opethchild23
