Bitch about your life here.

I've got a lot of bitching to do.

But most of it has a significant element of revenge in the forseeable future, when some people will get to feel how my family has felt for the last 20 months.

So I'll let you all know around Christmas, when it prolly won't be a post about bitching, but a celebration of lying, gossipping arseholes vanquished.
 
Well, if you say so...

I haven't been a very happy person in the past year
I hate the way I look
I can't handle being in public
I spend all day and night hiding in my basement
School really stresses me out, being on the honour roll isn't good enough for me
Alot of things stress me out
I'm so pale, weak, and dizzy most of the time, it might be anemia
 
aww, nelly *hugs* i used to worry about a lot of crap (still do). you'll realize one day that you were worrying for nothing and it was a waste of time. so make the most of things now. they're never as bad as you think.
 
Thanks, Li. I think it's because everything is building up, and I'm becoming mildly depressed or something. That's why everything seems so horrible.

People just need to organize various aspects in their lives, and once they accomplish that, they could enjoy life more freely.
 
@incendiare, I coudn´t resist any longer :) I have to say something that might help you if your starting to get depressed. Li was on to it as well...and it´s positive thinking. It helped me alot..not that I was depressed before I learnt it. but one feel much happier!!
when I decided to go 100% for my sport my coach (friend) talked with me about pos. thinking for 10 min and it changed my life completetly. it helps in real life situations too, not just in sports or wherever..

pos thinking doesnt mean you have to go around and laugh all the time, but as it sounds, you turn your thoughts when things is getting to feel hard and evrything sucks to something positive. he gave me some examples:

1) people at gym, they go there and start doing push ups with heavy wieghts, and they decide to do 10 push ups, when they have reached 8 they think "it´s not heavy, it´s not that hard...". this is negative, because yes...it is hard, it is supposed to be hard, coz otherwise you wont get any better! and it feels great when it´s hard and you are doing it! next time you´ll do 11!

2) people running and they say, "now it´s only 2 km to go" negative, it´s like you want to get things over with, pos thinking would be let´s give everything those last 2 km!! it´s fun to run!! (if you go out and run you do it coz u like it hehe)

I think you get the point :lol:
it´s worth trying if you are feeling alittle bit down....
 
@ante: Aww, thanks. It's kinda funny you mentioned positive thinking though, because that's what I've been doing the past couple weeks, and it has helped. I'm actually at the point where I'm slowly getting better, so bitching about it now is irrelevent. :)
 
Incendiare said:
@ante: Aww, thanks. It's kinda funny you mentioned positive thinking though, because that's what I've been doing the past couple weeks, and it has helped. I'm actually at the point where I'm slowly getting better, so bitching about it now is irrelevent. :)

coooooool :cool: :headbang:
 
I'm fearing I'll lose my drivers licence due to shitty eyesight, and I won't know for a while because my eye doctor is on vacation. It'd just be so fucking typical if I lose it now that I can finally afford a decent car.
 
MURAI said:
But seriously folks. Quit the bitching. You think your situation will get any better by someone on the net feeling sympathy for you? Life sucks? Too bad. Fight your way through it.
You know what I hate most about this statement?
That it's right :yell:

Well, I got quite a few things in life Id wanna change, but I just cant and for most I just dont give a shit anymore...
Ive gone through hard times and if someday I return to where I come from, I know how to deal with it.. or I might just kill myself, who cares. It's just life, no one gives a shit. There's things about my life I really enjoy, and for others, I have hope, and I wanna see how some things turn out. I know that if one day I dont feel like living my life anymore, Im gonna keep fighting or kill myself, and either way, I dont really care, and for some reason, that's a very deeply soothing thought :)
My only new year's wish was that if ever again I felt so shitty Id want to kill myself, that Id just have the strength and do it.. and thats what I intend to do.
I mean... blah. It's not a big deal. I could almost say I like my life the way it is now, so... yoopeeh! :p
I'll see how some things turn out, and I dont expect anything to really piss me off anytime soon.. and even if, Im gonna piss back, muhahah!
 
Malleus said:
While it's absolutely no use bitching to strangers on the web about your problems, it's nice to just let it out now and again.

Exactly. This place is perfect for me to bitch about things because I have no friends.
 
tara said:
Exactly. This place is perfect for me to bitch about things because I have no friends.

Awww. But you're right, it's good to write, no matter who your audience is. Just to get it all out.