Tristessa
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hyena said:@tristessa: i would be interested in reading your explanation, and to know about how your religious switch impacted your way of perceiving everyday things.
I'll try, as briefly as possible, hoping this makes any sense:
There are some universal constants, like economy, war, philosophy or religion. The word religion wasn't a known concept when ancient cultures venerated their deities more than 4,000 years ago, and religion wasn't such a problematic topic 'till the middle ages with the crusades.
Before, Hebrews had introduced the monotheistic idea of Yahvé. They moved very often, this way they started to spread their religion to other people. Later on, christians were persecuted in Rome, they became martyrs and they developed the christian sense of identity. Other people felt pity for them and became christians, this religion grew hugely. They joined and became so powerful that persecutions stopped. They were able to build great cathedrals and basilicas. The people in front of the government were christians also and the religion started to mix with politics.
Rome was an empire, and they had enormous influence in every place they touched. Even some asiatic provinces were totally or in part christians. And I mean both empires, as you know, the catholic and the orthodox. And even tough the orthodox fell, the people from it moved to the catholic empire. Both empires had the same religion in the roots and they were so important that their falls set the beginning of the middle age and the beginning of the modern age, respectively.
With all this talk I want to show you that (from my point of view) catholicism or/and christianism became so powerful and important because of a series of chances (history).
I definitely think that this religion is fantastic, is really charming and way too interesting. It's also one of the best stablished.
I believe in Jesus, in a way that I'm sure he did exist. He was intelligent and, intelectually, he was prepared enough for the big challenge of convince the people (and the entire world, at least the world that was important for them back then) that he was the son of the only God. He wasn't just a prophet. He was a narcissit indeed.
I think is egocentric to believe we were created by a superior being. Superior beings have always been the ones that created everything we are not able to explain rationally. And is very easy to believe that they put special attention on us when creating the world.
I can't explain either the origin of the universe, I'm eager to know the answer. But I don't feel the need of a God for support my self- conscience.
My way of perceiving things since I became atheist have changed clearly. Before, I thought I was too lucky because I lived in a world full of magic and precious things (I was a little girl). When something bad happened, I didn't blame God, I thought that because the world is not heaven, bad things may occur sometimes. The evilness was natural and all the evils will receive their punishment.
I hadn't the time as a catholic to mature my conception of the world. So now, obviously, I know we don't live in a world full of magic, and I have to face that fact every morning. And I know bad things and evilness won't be punished. I can amaze of beautiful things, but now I know that they are just nature or Art, not God. And I think the most important is that I know (or I think), there is no other life and if I don't live this one the way I want and the way I like, I won't have any other chance. So I've been trying to get rid of prejudices and I'm trying to learn, read, feel, see, etc. as much as I can. Especially read and learn because that's what I like the most, and there won't be a heaven (or hell) where I'll can do these things, waiting for me.
Hope you didn't fell asleep.