Frodnat said:
Don´t think too much about it... The process of thinking is followed by passivity which is followed by the process of too much thinking, which leads to emotional instability, which leads to the process of thinking to much...
Break the circle do something... easy isn´t it?
I fully agree. Whenever I have a lot to do I stop thinking how unreal life is, and at the end of the day I feel much better than at the end of a day when I sit in front of the pc and just spend my time online.
But breaking the circle is the hardest thing in life. I think that's why people are basically unhappy, cause they always feel the frustration coming from NOT breaking that fucking circle.
Sometimes I also think I might be happier if I wasn't a contemplating kind, or if I didn't have high moral standards (in certain things, of course). That might make the enjoyment of life easier (though I'm not sure about the consequences, maybe moral integrity is important, after all).
Other times I'd just like to embrace the whole world, when I'm in a philanthropist mood.
But I know that love is the first thing. Then health and money. This also sounds simple but almost impossible to achieve, to constantly feel being loved by the one you love. If he gives his little finger, I want his arm, if he gives his arm, I want his body, if I get it, I want his universe. The purpose of my life may be to eliminate this crazy impossible thing.