It all started when a good childhood mate literally threw alternative4 on me face
he said:"listen to this,you will love it".it was in 1999.
he was the same who introduced me to Amorhis,the gathering,sentenced,rotting christ etc
he knew i was a fucking emotional intellectuall all the way,so he chose the right influences for me,har har
until that time,i was listening to britpop stuff mostly,but always had the tendency for darker stuff(hehe),as i loved Nick Cave,the cure and Tindersticks and of course the mighty IRON MAIDEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!
When i listened to Shroud of false,i felt all disarmed of any badness or fakeness,any mask i used to wear...for the first time in my life*mellow shit*i heard someone whispering the ever repeating story of mankind in me so young,coward ears...
Empty came as a shock,as never before had i experienced such a storm of original feelings...slay you without any pity and you just cannot move.
Regret gave a feeling of transparency,i felt that i was made of glass and people could see everything about me,through me,that i was totally vulnerable.the cruel finger of fate upon me.
i cried rivers over Lost Control,the story of your life in a couple of lines...(whatever life,better or worse,from the point that you have taken the right pill you are condemned to see...).
With Destiny,my soul was sold...
Then came judgement (i adore this one),eternity and silent enigma and all the*brilliant*rest.
Still the Dying Wish and Eternity part I are my favourite Anathema songs(and all time favourites along with Smashing Pumpkins' "Disarm"),the feeling is always the same,been torn to pieces,chaos,no return.
p.s.if you think im cheesy,i write you on my imaginary balls.M!