Reign in Acai
Of Elephant and Man
Mentally, I feel like I'm still 21. Physically, I'm all fucked up.
Joints due to lifting heavy or other shit?
Mentally, I feel like I'm still 21. Physically, I'm all fucked up.
Joints due to lifting heavy or other shit?
P.S whats your hours? I see you on here at some fucked up times of the morn.
it's like the older i get, the more my entire past seems to compress into the same 15 year window'm entering my mid-30s and I keep being reminded of things that happened 10, 15, or 20 years ago and being blown away by how recent those things seem
so now I have a badass scar on my tricep.
Im still on my anti anxiety meds. It helps but sometimes I get these fits where I consistently have to breath heavily. This is where I feel old, because this shit can level me. Dont worry, its not covid. This has been happening since my mom passed.
This probably means that you give a lot more fucks than you think you give, tbh.
i feel a lot older than i used to but in a good way mostly. i don't really know how to elaborate on that in an intelligent way right now. i think i'm just a lot calmer and have better self esteem and i'm more mature and i give fewer fucks about stupid shit. feelings are hard.
but i do feel this a lot:
it's like the older i get, the more my entire past seems to compress into the same 15 year window
Time marches on. You can never rewind nor pause time. You can never relive this moment so fucking pay attention and make the most of it or at the very least appreciate it because sooner or later it'll run out on ya.
I get that stuff too (from other stuff than facebook but same same) and most of the time it's AAAAAW LOOK HOW CUTE THE KIDDIES WERE or REMEMBER THAT? THAT ROCKED! so I kinda like itIt probably doesn't help that I have crap like the Facebook "Memories" feature that is now showing me things from ELEVEN years ago (or when I read a post on here from SEVENTEEN years ago). I gotta try to stay away from that stuff early in the morning or I'll get caught in a reverie.
I get that stuff too (from other stuff than facebook but same same) and most of the time it's AAAAAW LOOK HOW CUTE THE KIDDIES WERE or REMEMBER THAT? THAT ROCKED! so I kinda like it
I've been an Service Sales Rep at Cintas for the past 15 years.
I most definitely don't get enough sleep.