How old were you when you started smoking ?.


I'm not trying to make the point that nicotine benefits somehow balance with or outweigh the damage caused by smoking. I'm only saying that there are good effects too, which are often overlooked. I still believe that the bad which can come from smoking is far greater than any potential benefit, which is again obvious.
 
I make 8 dollars an hour so possibly getting cancer from smoking does not scare me at all and does not scare everyday average intelligent smokers with shitty jobs. I feel like I have cancer and am diseased after working 5,6 days a week for 8 hours making 8 dollars an hour.
 
I hate how sometimes just wanting to chain smoke inside and can't.
 
A girlfriend checked my pockets today and new I was smoking and she does not want me smoking. I told her we were just friends and I can't stop stop smoking when we're just friends,blah blah.. I can not do this shit anymore and am ending this entire friendship because it's just making me feel worse. I like her so much, but can not do this any longer.

I think we have something and than don't think we we and i'm sick of fucking waiting around and this has been going on for awile. make up your mind

DONE

she confuses the fucking shit out of me and still I can not stop thinking about her and wish we never ment.

this is to fucked up for me

I'm going back to being simple and smoking my cigs. fuck this

I might just go back to being anti-social and grow my fucking hair out again.

ha ha

lets see how long I can stop smoking while you try and figure out what guy you like!!!!
 
I don't want to stop actually. I'm just not going to stop smoking for a girl who am just friends with.

I tried to stop for her and now this is just like some kind of game that sucks.

I could stop smoking and than all of the sudden she could date someone else in 2,3 weeks and than we're just friends and I stopped smoking. I just don't get this or there is some serious confusion between us.

WHY SHOULD i STOP SMOKING!!! FOR YOU
 
:)

I guess so!.

I think I'd rather be alone and just not talk to her because this is to much.

I want to go chain smoke.

I think maybe I will meet a girl who smokes and we can smoke together and we can be calm and she will accept me 100 percent and not have this drama.

If we're just friends and are already getting into small arguements over cigs who knows what the hell is to come. I am just going to have to shake my feelings for her and just get over it.

I came to the conclusion am not changing for someone else and hope she wants me so bad that in the end she feels worse than I do.