no, because that doesn't happen in the real world and for make-believe worlds where you can kill without consequence i care not.
you would never get away from the demons in your head, at least. it would become either another thought you can't let yourself think -- lest you realize the enormity of the simplicity of the act -- or the first step on the path to more death. you would either fear yourself or be consumed.
:-D man, my life story in 21 words. may i quote you on my cv? better yet, i just know that _even_i_ could score with that opening line. your powers of summary amaze me :-D