now i know, you know, that i love you (but seriously, what does love have to do with it); BUT we just do not work as a couple, kwim? i don't know why you keep talking about me on-line and continue to email me, cause i know you know this (or must suspect it), you are very intelligent in many ways. BUT you go psyhco on me and beat me up, not to mention you know i am interested in a monogamous relationship and you are not (you act like a wanna-be Casanova, good luck with that BTW) . you are younger and male with mommy issues, so it is natural that you would want to be promiscuous and/or not ready for a serious, committed relationship (immediately after you were arrested i checked the phone and e-mail accounts and saw you had used the phone to call a girl that sent you a text asking for sex). then there is the fact that you can't seem to count and see that i am/was NOT stealing any money from you, just not trying to let you (or anyone else) steal from me , understand (i have plenty of money, why steal from others and risk the trouble that would come with that-when you are older you will understand?) if you left anything over here tell me, i will put it on the porch for you. i haven't noticed anything, but i haven't been looking for "your" stuff either, and am not completely unpacked. i wish you the best, and have a great life. i will never forget how sweet you could be. it was nice for a while. maybe if we had gotten off the streets sooner. (I gave you the black-eye to keep the guys from cornerstone from beating you up, i overheard them say they were going to jump you and "teach you a lesson". i figured if they saw you with one they would leave you alone, those animals down there had hurt you enough i had figured.) i just cannot risk catching the medical/ psychological diseases that come from being promiscuous, or being in a sexual-relationship with a promiscuous man. i do hope you can understand, and if you don't that's OK too. please delete me from your address book and stop sending me e-mails. you are
the way you are and i am the way i am, and i seriously doubt you will ever treat me with the respect (being a female, you have a few mommy issues still to work out) i deserve; and i know i will NEVER be happy with a man that does not respect and obey me (so i may do the same for him
. you will never know how much i love you (and always will); but i have to protect myself from people that "go off" and beat the crap out of me, give me diseases, etc... i wish you the best, and while i do believe i am the best i do not think we are a "good match", if you kwim? i have a lot of life experience and will not ever change some of the things i do, although i am open to new experiences. please take care of yourself, and protect yourself. love always and forever, Cyndi