there's just nothing left for me to do here except the same thing. I'm a heroin addict (two months clean currently), wanted by the police and I live outside, it's getting cold in my neck of the woods. I'm not a stupid person, or a bad person, I just have drug problem. its time for me to move on with my life. it's kind of tough to explain but I just can't stay around here. there's nothing to do but get another job and start the cycle over. I need a major change.
She wants to come with me but that might not be able to happen depending on what I end up doing. idk I felt like chirping about it because it's putting me in a bad mood today. I don't want to let one person prevent me from moving on in my life but i'm so attatched. common problem in it's most basic form i feel like.