I decided to change and be more of a man about a week ago. It is not easy, but I know I can do this. I'm consciously not messaging girls online that I used to on a regular basis and I'm trying to see if they will reciprocate and message me first. Therefore, I sam creating attraction. And I still want that girl that rejected me to be attracted to me, but I'm not going to worry about it. I'm doing the same to her as well. Though it is a hard process. It's taking a lot of discipline and the Internet doesn't seem as fun as it was. But that's ok, in time, everything will come together.