My two housemates were nice, but they kept inviting over this friend of theirs named Chance. He was black boy who came over all the time, and I hated his cocksure attitude. Inevitably, a vile incident occurred between me and him. I was eating a meal in the kitchen when he came over and started bragging to my housemates about his success with girls.
I couldn’t stand it, so I proceeded to ask
them all if they were virgins. They all looked at me weirdly and said that they had lost their virginity long ago. I felt so inferior, as it reminded me of how much I have missed out in life. And then this black boy named Chance said that he lost his virginity when he was only thirteen! In addition, he said that the girl he lost his virginity to was a blonde white girl! I was so enraged that I almost splashed him with my orange juice. I indignantly told him that I did not believe him, and then I went to my room to cry. I cried and cried and cried, and then I called my mother and cried to her on the phone. How could an inferior, ugly black boy be able to get a white girl and not me? I am beautiful, and I am half white myself. I am descended from British aristocracy.
He
is descended from slaves. I deserve it more. I tried not to believe his foul words, but they were already said, and it was hard to erase from my mind. If this is actually true, if this ugly black filth was able to have sex with a blonde white girl at the age
of thirteen while I’ve had to suffer virginity all my life, then this just proves how ridiculous the female
gender is. They would give themselves to this filthy scum, but they reject
ME? The injustice!
Fuck, I'm glad I don't know anyone IRL that he reminds me of.
His dad or mom needed to slap him and tell him to suck it up and walk it off at some point in his life. Tell him it's his own damn fault and change needs to come from within.
Yeah, because perpetuating the stoic aggressive hypermasucline culture in which men just have to "suck it up" that causes these kind of things is EXACTLY what parents need to do.
Spoiling in early childhood tends to create characteristic reactions that persist, fixed, into later life. These can cause significant social problems. Spoiled children may have difficulty coping with situations such as teachers scolding them or refusing to grant extensions on homework assignments, playmates refusing to allow them to play with their toys and playmates refusing playdates with them, a loss in friends, failure in employment, and failure with personal relationships. As adults, spoiled children may experience problems with anger management, professionalism, and personal relationships; a link with adult psychopathy has been observed.
In his book The Mask of Sanity, Hervey Cleckley described 16 (originally 21 in the first edition) "common qualities" he thought were characteristic of the individuals he termed psychopaths:
Superficial charm and good "intelligence"
Absence of delusions and other signs of irrational thinking
Absence of "nervousness" or psychoneurotic manifestations
Unreliability
Untruthfulness and insincerity
Lack of remorse and shame
Inadequately motivated antisocial behavior
Poor judgment and failure to learn by experience
Pathologic egocentricity and incapacity for love
General poverty in major affective reactions
Specific loss of insight
Unresponsiveness in general interpersonal relations
Fantastic and uninviting behavior with drink and sometimes without
Suicide threats rarely carried out
Sex life impersonal, trivial, and poorly integrated
Failure to follow any life plan.
I partially blame the idolization of sex in American culture. We pretty much have a nationwide case of putting the pussy on a pedestal.
the writing would be decent if only he didnt repeat the same shit over and over.I might read his manifesto later. Although I might as well just read JAGE posts on here from what I've gathered from the excerpts.
I kinda think that when people really want pussy then they work harder to get it and they eventually will. This guy just felt different / wrong for not getting it.
the writing would be decent if only he didnt repeat the same shit over and over.
this guy spent tons of money on lottery tickets, designer clothes and guns. if he had used a fraction of that on hookers this wouldnt have happened.
he did not have a ''mentor'' for this like i did (my dad's chauffeur who took me to a whorehouse at 18 which changed my life). if i knew him i wouldve helped him. prostitutes should be more readily available but this is backwards america that glamorizes sex but outlaws buying it.
I partially blame the idolization of sex in American culture. We pretty much have a nationwide case of putting the pussy on a pedestal.