Males and Females

I'm not even interested in girls anymore. The whole prospect of having a partner seems so tiresome now.

Didn't you have a friends-with-benefits not even two months ago? What happened?
Shit, I haven't even received as much as a blowjob in two years. Not really interested in anything serious, either, though.
 
My 7 year mark is coming up in a few days and instead of waiting for the boy to do something (as I know he won't) I'm trying to get tickets to see The Book of Mormon. There's a lottery I got to apply for which won't guarantee a seat but hell if I could win standing room tickets I'd be happy.

How do you think he'd respond to "look I know it's just an arbitrary date but I would like if you acknowledged it by doing something nice?"
 
How do you think he'd respond to "look I know it's just an arbitrary date but I would like if you acknowledged it by doing something nice?"

He would totally be understanding then forget within a day or so what we've talked about. He kinda has motivation issues sometimes but I'm thinking if I do the planning for our dates for awhile it'll help him to want to do them in the future. I like hanging around in my room or whatever but to me it's not really a "date" if we just happen to be home at the same time. Don't need anything fancy just something semi-thoughtful.

Neph: oh that totally made it popular but everyone says it's such a great show. It's always sold out and the tickets are crazy expensive so I sure hope it is.
 
I'm pretty sure I won tickets for a local jazz show that's happening on my girls birthday. I will love it, she will likely find it boring though.
 
Somehow the more bald and ugly I get, the more I consider attempting to find someone to have sex with. I just got back from a week long family vacation, which meant I didn't have much opportunity for fapping time. During a brief window in which I could fap to Brazillian Butt Lift infomercials in the hotel, however, I realized that I found all of the "before" images completely acceptable by my standards. I'm usually not one to check out people in public, but when hiking I completely abandoned any sense of morality as I enjoyed beautiful views of women in tight shorts and gym bras over the rest of the scenery. I need to have my balls removed.

EDIT: Like seriously, I look like a skinny Alex Jones now with my fucking hair and facial structure. I need to either take arg's advice or just die.
 
Kafkax, there's a lottery you can enter and win to get cheaper seats (think they are like $30) only thing is you gotta be there bright and early (like 4 hours before the show) to apply for it; and if you lose i think you can only get standing room tickets (which are about $30 as well) and the show runs about 2h30mins. Idc though, totally with it. Beats paying $200+


Burgerboy: Definitely check out those apps. And to boost your confidence have you tried going to a salon and getting a haircut that suits you more? Sometimes all it takes is just a fresh hair cut to bring out facial features.
 
A lot of the realization was in that I just had a haircut, "short" on the Flowbee which is a little under an inch. The longer I go, the more I get a drooping bit of hair down the center of my head as the sides recede, and I really don't want to go the buzzcut/bald route b/c I'm not a badass. I'm considering transplants tbh. It's ridiculous that my beautiful blonde hair is already disappearing.
 
I've always been attracted to women, but I also find pensies sexually attractive and find certain kinds of men (mostly youthful boyish types that vaguely resemble me circa 18-20) attractive. My only sexual encounters have been with a man mostly due to a combination of excess alcohol, hesitancy to say no, and willingness to experiment due to my otherwise incredibly dull and pathetic life. I still hang out with the guy that gave me a partial blowjob while I was blackout-drunk, and just a few weeks ago I masturbated to hetero porn (an Abella Anderson for those curious) in front of him as what was basically recompense for free dinner, liquor, and a show. I don't find him remotely attractive, but I have to admit that I feel a much greater desire to engage in sexual activities, especially since the release in the midst of reservations made it particularly satisfying (my first shot reached my left bicep which I think was a new record for me, in fact). Once I got home, however, I jerked it several times, and only to the thoughts of women (and not because I felt a need to cleanse myself either or anything, I was just extremely turned on and this recent high is still going on for me). Ultimately I guess that I don't place extremely high value in the common labels of sexualities, and under the right circumstances could see myself adopting many different sexual configurations, but when it comes to sheer attraction, I definitely prefer women.
 
Alright, well, I hope you can get your sex life on track. You sound like you have a lot of stuff to work through. I know how that can be.
 
That early video (two videos?) of her just in bed with a boyfriend or whatever is fucking amazing, the one with the red bed covers where she spends a goodly portion riding him. Her voice alone I mean fuck. 10/10 porno right there, shot off to it at least a few dozen times. The one where she's in a vacation apartment or something is almost as good. It's unfortunate that once she got noticed she's been doing more gross hardercore stuff.