I'm NERVOUS, ANXIEST, WORRIED, NEGATIVE & OPTOMISTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Y'know the girl i was about to ask out, then didn't? Well, her friend whose name I wont state, Was asked out today - by MEE!!!!
Shes really smart, nice and HOT. Totally NON-bitchy.
She can't think that I'm a sex-obseced guy who askes girls out everyday, no, because we've been friends for nearlly a term. Ther are many reasons why I asked her today. And have been reluctant to ask her aswell. But there are too many to list.
It's the last day of term so I decided to ask her today as, if I wouldn't of, I would have been thinking about it for the whole 3-week break.
I meant to ask her at 1st recess (morning tea) but couldn't find her. So I meant to do it at English, but of course not as there are too many people there. So then I meant to ask at lunch but I didn't have the balls. But then there was a massive end of semester assembly and there was a 10 minute queue by the main auditorium. I was talking to her and decided to do it there, but again to many people.
So at the end of the day, i was feeling fucking shit!!!!! (exuse the language) that I wouldn't see her for another 3 weeks and that I'm a loser. So I was running around the school when the home-time-bell rang. When I gave up hope and walked home guesse who I saw~ *HER* so this is what was said!
ME -"{girls name}, can I talk to you?"
HER - "About what"
ME - "Something"
HER - "Which is..."
ME- "Something..."
HER - "?!?!?!?!?!?!"
Me "Ok, I've been doing alot of thinking about this and have also been reluctant to say it as it can damage our allready good relationship, friendship, errrr whatever, you know"
HER - "hmmmmm"
Me -"Umm, eerrrr, ahh, hmmm.... Will you go out with me?" (at this piont I was shitting myself)
HER - "Mabey, I WILL call you. Oh, but I don't have your number"
ME - "Here!!", (quickly gets pen and writes it on a ripped out peice of paper)
HER - "Cool, thanx, Seeya"
ME - "ok, then um.... (all shaking) seeya soon, hopfully"
Now, ther is so much more to talk about but, I'm so phyched at the moment that I should leave itat that.
It wasn't a "polite way of saying - no fucking way Mabey". It was a "I'll have to think about that, mabey"
So what do think???