A: this is going to sound childish, but i want things that i know i will never have.. or want to be in a way.. and that's why i'm so depressed all the time.
Brave, try the meaning of loss...
don't want to go into what i actually mean..
Q: What do you want out of this moment called life?
Nothing really bad. With police Ive always been lucky, if I ever went to court it was for self-defense or smth minor like pot. As far as on the street, I got the shit beat out of me by 5 guys awhile back, had guns pulled on me, almost been stabbed, shot, hit by people's cars.
the summer of 1994 wins hands down. my father was having major health problems, my mother was going to pieces, and i was supposed to hold the fabric together, despite being 16 and a very difficult teen.
a: 2000 or -99 winternight when my father had really bad hallucinations and thought the russian were attacking us. it sounds funny now but it wasn´t funny that time.
q: if i fixed you up an "album reviewing game" -thread, would you participate?