A: no. as time goes by i find myself getting more and more attached to the idea of dying a meaningful death as the single best possible outcome for my existence. if i had such an opportunity, i would feel relieved and satisfied, so not frightened at all. the prospect of dying in some silly, useless way like getting run over by a truck full of m&m's or after a painful disease that deprives me of my will, while unsettling and disgusting in itself is not scary either, because i seem to have some problem being afraid of things that might harm me.
Q: your thoughts?