Melancholia
Eternal daydreamer
melon@ music is indeed a great therapy,and actually i am not doing this cause i feel i have to get better immediately,i have a whole exam period to face...i know it sounds very very lame.... but i am afraid that if i'll let myself rest and go through this healing depressive music therapy,i will fail in everything....at the same time i feel i am talking shit,cause i am neither doing "therapy" nor studying...just spend my days doing nothing,crying and being slightly productive... i am actually confused about what i should do...
I would much love to skip almost all of my exams,but then i will have to take them in september...and i don't know which is worse,since i would like to do sth nice this summer...
but anyway i doubt i will find sth nice to do,this trip i was longing for is 90% cancelled (that was an optimistic estimation)
i'm sorry if you don't understand a word of all these...none can help me/give me some piece of advice... i am sooo confused
and still Tuesday is approaching...
I would much love to skip almost all of my exams,but then i will have to take them in september...and i don't know which is worse,since i would like to do sth nice this summer...
but anyway i doubt i will find sth nice to do,this trip i was longing for is 90% cancelled (that was an optimistic estimation)

i'm sorry if you don't understand a word of all these...none can help me/give me some piece of advice... i am sooo confused

and still Tuesday is approaching...
