JenniferGentle
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uh, (not saying this for "moral" reasons) arent you a little young and unmarried to have a baby? didnt you just hook up with this guy? dont you still go to college and live at home? i hope you're taking 'reality' into consideration when you decide to have it or not
im not trying to rain on your parade but i hope you think this through because its not a thing to be taken lightly like so many people do and and up regretting it later
No I understand Neal. Oddly enough, almost everyone I have told that doesn't actually know me has pulled a "Don't mean to rain on your parade but OMG get an abortion ASAP because you must have just been drunk and hooked up with someone and OMG" I am not saying you're one of those people mind you. Everyone I've told who knows me personally, and well, know that I'm making the right decision for myself.
It was probably a huge mistake on my part saying anything about it here, but, oh well.
And no I wasn't just hooking up with him, and it's not "okay" just because he's a financially stable person, he's a very decent, good person who is responsible and has the right mindset to have a child.
Indeed, I live at home, but I go to college, yes, but I also have an almost full time job and a very reasonable income. So I'm not just depending entirely on him.
Yes indeed, I am unmarried. And no I wasn't planning on this, or having irresponsible unprotected sex with the naive hope I wouldn't end up getting pregnant. I suppose you could say it was an accident on two fronts.
I am not a religiously driven person, at all. So my reasons for not being "able" to get an abortion have nothing to do with religion or "morality" it's just not the right choice for me.
And yes, I suppose I am young, turning 20 in July. But oh well. I'm not going to stop going to school. I am supposed to graduate after next Fall as it is. And I was planning on starting to get my masters but will probably go to school part time for that, depending on how this plays out.
I am definitely not taking this lightly. So if anyone on here thinks I am going to be some shit horrible parent who forgets her baby in the bath tub, you're wrong. I'm not trying to sound defensive, at all... I have just been finding myself defending myself on this.
I sadly don't know any of you in person, so I don't blame you for being appalled that I am having a baby, but if you knew me, as I said you'd most likely share the opinions of those who are closest to me.
I am actually feeling pretty at ease and happy with my decision, and wanted to share. Perhaps it was a mistake, perhaps not. I felt I might as well.
... sorry for the extremely long post I doubt anyone will read it, but I don't want anyone to think I'm contributing to the population of babies born to and raised by an irresponsible young woman who didn't take "everything" into consideration.