Hello everyone,
I'm a regular lurker of this forum, but felt the need to register as this is a topic that hits close to home. Seven years ago, I became involved with a Supervisor who promised fringe benefits in exchange for anal intercourse. I was at a crossroads, as my marriage was going very smoothly at the time, and I was the proud mother of two lovely daughters, Monique and Jessica, 11 and 13 respectively. However, I made a larger commitment to myself years before their conception to strive to reach the top of my given profession. As an administrative assistant, the competition in the workplace was fierce. To cement your position you often had to take shortcuts to ensure your spot was safe. Often this included blows and tugs to corporate big wigs flying in from all parts of the country to discuss how to increase sales in company products. At the time every one of these assignments was as meaningless as the last. I didn't feel as though I was cheating on my husband by giving the V.P of West Coast Marketing a rub and chub, since there was no penetration involved. Needless to say, my workplace, as well as my domestic environment was turn upside down the day I decided to give over my gape for a 5% raise. This 62 year old financial analyst from Des Moines, broke me open in such a way where I could never look at my husband and daughters the same way again. Every time I became intimate with my husband I screamed at the memories of my brown virginity being taken away from me for paltry boost of 85 cents an hour. I'm still with my husband, but we haven't had sex in over 3 months and our marital woes seem to be reaching the horizon of divorce. My eldest daughter Jessica has since become involved in softcore porn, lashing out at a mother that was too busy striving to reach the top rung of the corporate ladder than giving her the respect to attend her soccer games. My younger daughter too has become very introverted and recently began dating a member of a punk-core band. I only think that life could have been different if I didn't engage in these devious acts of indulgence. Sfarog, don't do it. It will affect every relationship you will ever be a part of going forward. Coitus leads to chapped relationships.